The Change

I still remember the day it all changed in my marriage to Adi. It was Sep 15, 2010. I was on my way to work that I realized that they had closed the freeway and that it would take me at-least a couple of hrs to reach office. I decided to go back home and WFH. When I reached home I knocked but there was no answer . I thought may Adi had gone to buy some groceries so I used the spare key to unlock the door. As I entered the hallway I realized there was someone on the bed in the bedroom. At first I thought maybe Adi had gone back to sleep. So I tiptoed into the bedroom to startle him. As I entered the bedroom it was my turn to be startled. I saw Adi lying on the bed with his laptop and head phones on. His pajamas were down and he had his dick in his right hand. I immediately shouted

"WHAT IS THIS ADI ??????"

Upon hearing my voice Adi was startled. He immediately got the headphones off and started to get his pajamas up. I then realized that he was watching a video of a three-way with 2 boys and a girl on a porn site. I immediately walked out of the room. Adi followed me into the other room. I sat on the bed and started to cry . Adi tried to console me but I rebuked him and told him to leave me alone. He went out of the room and I locked the door behind him. I sat on the bed and felt humiliated . I though how could he do this to me. Going behind my back masturbating while I toiled hard at work. The more I thought the angrier I got. After a couple of hrs Adi knocked on the door and I heard him apologizing repeatedly. At first I thought of ignoring him but then I decided to confront him . I needed some answers and I was not getting them sitting here alone in the room. As I opened the door Adi started apologizing again . I calmly told him " WE NEED TO TALK".

We then went to the dining table and sat and I asked " How Long ?"

He replied "2 months". I again asked him "Why ". He then tried to explain his insecurities and the free time at hand and the fact that with me being so tired all the time he wasn't getting much action from me. I then realized that he was partly right. With all the new office work and commute our sex life had taken a backseat. But that doesn't give him the right to abuse our marriage. I then told him how abused I felt and how he had broken my trust in him. He started to apologize and got down from the table and knelt down and said that he was very sorry and that he was ready to do anything I told.
I got up and said " I will think about it"

I came to my room and again shut the door. I opened his laptop and checked the history. He was right, the porn sites went back 2 months. I then went through the sites and mostly was vanilla porn but one site caught my eye "sheisincharge.blogspot.in/" . I clicked on the link and read the description and it said something about a submissive husband and his desire to submit to and obey his wife. I was a little confused however decided to give it a read anyway. The more I read the more intrigued I was. In the next 3-4 hrs I realized that if I had to save my marriage I had to do it myself and now I knew how to do it.

I came out of the room in the evening and went to the sofa and sat down. Adi followed me there and kept quiet. I told him to sit down and that I had a few questions. I asked him about the blog that I had found and he said that he had clicked on it as it had a catchy title but hadn't gone beyond that. I then told him that if he truly seeks my forgiveness he will do everything I tell him to do now onwards no questions asked. He immediately said yes. I asked that he should wait a little and hear me out first.
I got a little nervous but then realized that there was no chickening out
Then I listed the 5 basic rules
1) He will always love me but now also start to obey me.
2) He will do all the housework. I will try to share but in the end it is his job and his responsibility
3) He will never masturbate again without my permission
4) He will go down on me without any hesitation anytime I ask
5) I reserve the right to punish him

In short I said that from now on I am the leader of this house and that I wear the pants in this family. I then got even more confident and asked him that if he agrees to my conditions he can give his acceptance by bowing down and kissing my feet.

All the while Adi had a blank look on his face. He was I guess taken aback with all the things I had just said. A minute or 2 passed but it felt like eternity. I started to get a little jittery and thought maybe it was too much too soon and that Adi will refuse. Finally Adi knelt down. He first kissed one foot and then the other. I told him to do it once more and he did it again. I felt a tingle of excitement run through my body. I liked the feeling and decided to go a step further . I asked Adi to get up and get naked. He was confused but started to take of his clothes. I told him as a punishment for today he will remain naked. As he dropped down his underwear I found that he had a partial erection which growing bigger by the second. I was surprised but then realized that maybe all this humiliation is was turning him on as well. I felt an electric current run through my body. I asked Adi to go down on me. He hesitated but then again knelt down. I removed my panties and told him to start. He started tentatively but as his tongue explored my lips I shuddered. He was good at it now or maybe I had taught him well. He knew where to lick & when to withdraw. He teased me a little by withdrawing his head and I grabbed his hair with both my hands and pushed him inside. This time he attacked and in no time I was in the chores of ecstasy. Finally when it subsided he got up and I kissed him on the lips sharing my pussy with him and told him

"I LOVE You Adi"

Till Later
Pooja

P.S. - Would love to hear some comments as it will give me encouragement. Otherwise  I feel like a fool sharing my story without any reciprocation.