Disappointment !!!

The main purpose of starting this blog was to share the not so common lifestyle that me and my husband share. At the same time another important reason was to interact with other couples/individuals who share the same ideology. However since I have been back from the break the response has been dull. I have rec'd only comments from 1 individual and emails from 1 more. This is shocking and disappointing.. Without feedback and interaction this is just like an erotic story or worst a monologue. Not sure what I need to do differently to spice up the blog and kickstart some more comments

Any ideas !!!

Aftermath with Neha

The incident that I narrated in the last post happened last year. Since then things have moved along nicely with her. Although she didn't follow-up on her threat to make me submit to her but things changed between Neha and Adi. Now he was not her equal. In any argument he knew who the loser is going to be. Neha also used this new found power to her advantage. In public though they behaved like 2 friends but in the confines of our home or Neha's place things were different. In private Neha was the master and Adi the slave following all her commands. Whenever Neha visited Adi knew that his place was beneath her. He always had to greet her by kissing her feet and be on her beck and call. It was like Neha had a personal stud panting at her feet. Sometimes she would order him to strip to his panties but mostly she left him in his clothes.

Sometimes I felt that when Neha was around Adi ignored me or my wishes. I did punish him a couple of times for this but I guess between me and Neha she was the Alpha and therefore the result.
I once asked Adi and his response was " With you Pooja , I do these things because I love you but with Neha , I fear her. She scares me now a lot" And I agree he has a point. Neha did and said things that I couldn't imagine were possible. Infact she gives me ideas that I use later with Adi when we both were alone.

I remember one time we were sitting in the living room with Adi lying down as our foot rest. I was playing with Adi's crotch rubbing his dick. He had huge hardon inside his panties and I was digging my nails into his dick and balls. Neha was getting her feet worshiped. She was bare feet and Adi was sucking on her big toe . Neha has beautiful feet and looking at Adi moving his tongue between her toes caressing her instep was making me hot. Suddenly Neha said " Oh good I remembered. Last week you were disrespectful to me in front of our friends and I need to punish you. Now sit straight on ur knees in front of me. Adi obediently sprang to his knees. She then said that you will get 5 slaps for ur indiscretion. I thought 5 was a low number by Neha's standards and was wondering for the reason when I saw Neha swing her right foot sraight at Adi's left cheek. Her sole landed hard on his cheek and with a thud Adi felt sideways. Neha then barked. "Get up you slave and thank me for the 1st slap". Adi got up and took the foot that had just smacked him and started kissing the sole saying "Thank you Miss Neha". She then proceeded to give him 4 more slaps each time making him thank for the punishment. At the end Neha grabbed Adi's nose between her toes and jerked him around for a few seconds. Finally she asked him to go back to what he was doing earlier which was nothing but worshiping her feet.
Neha has at times made Adi clean her sandals with his tongue both when sandals were on her feet and off her feet.She has even made him lick the sole which I found disgusting but did nothing to stop her.
Once during a regular visit ,Neha was scolding  Adi as to how today's men are pathetic and have no balls. Adi was kneeling on the floor kissing her feet when she suddenly grabbed his hair and yanked his head up. She then hiked up her skirt exposing her panty and shoved Adi's head towards her crotch stopping an inch from it. She then sniggered " Girls have all the power and this is where it resides . In the pussy. We can control any men from here. This is ur true MASTER. Smell the aroma of ur master Adi " Adi just stayed still for a few seconds inhaling the scent of her cunt. Neha then said " Why don't you go ahead and kiss ur master as a sign of respect."  Adi hesitated a little at which she shouted " DO IT NOW" . Adi puckered up his lips and planted a kiss on her panty covered crotch. She then yanked his head back and said " Maybe one day I will make you worship ur true master . Wouldn't you like that Adi ?"
Adi didn't reply at which she gave a stinging slap all the while holding his head by his hair. This time Adi replied " Yes Miss Neha".
Later I told Neha that she was very close to crossing the line with Adi at which she laughed it off. She has never tried that again but I am now scared to leave Adi alone with Neha.

I think now there is a sexual energy between Neha and Adi. Nobody says anything but I can feel that there is an elephant in the room. I have sometimes thought of addressing this issue once and for all and would like to know opinion/suggestions from you all.I have asked Adi and his standard answer is "whatever I wish, he will do"

I am now confused as to should Neha be allowed to participated in some kind of sex activity with me and Adi ?

Readers need suggestions...

Till Later
Pooja

Exploring the fanatasies- Exposing the hubby Part 2

Another long break between the posts. It seems it is not as easy to keep up to date as I had thought so. A couple of things hapd (for good) in our relationship in the time gone by but they will have to wait for another post. For now I need to resume where I had left on my last post.

After Neha had accepted Adi's request to be her slave, I sent Adi away to kitchen to give final touches to dinner. I turned towards Neha and she immediately started asking so many questions. I asked her to be patient and for now just enjoy her night. I told her that I will be a mere spectator and that she can take full charge. The only rule was that Adi will not get naked. I wanted to keep some shred of dignity for my husband :-)

I could then see Neha formulating a plan in her mind and for a moment I had a doubt if I had taken the right decision. I tried to reason with myself and went ahead. Just then Adi came to inform that dinner is served. Me and Neha got up and went towards the dining table. I saw that Adi had laid a table for three. Normally Adi sat in the middle with me and Neha on the sides facing each other. Today as soon as we reached the table Neha occupied Adi's seat. Adi hesitated a bit but then decided to go towards Neha's seat. At this Neha remarked " What do you think you are doing Adi ? "
Adi turned around and had a puzzled look on his face. Neha then got in Adi's face and remarked
 " Slaves don't eat with their masters ". She then pushed Adi down with her hand to the floor and said
"That is ur right place Adi. Sit here "

Me and Neha then sat down and started serving the food while Adi sat besides Neha's legs on the floor. Neha then instructed Adi " While you are down there make urself useful and press my legs"

Adi then took Neha's left leg and started to massage her calf. On the table Neha looked at me and giggled. She was enjoying this very much.  I smiled, I knew I had done the right thing. Neha was a complete natural.

Adi had prepared a nice meal with  Tandoori Chicken, Chicken Curry, Rice , Dal etc. We started to enjoy the food and the conversation completely ignoring Adi. We were in the middle of the meal when Neha looked towards Adi and asked " Are you hungry Adi ?" . Adi nodded Yes. 
She then picked up a half eaten piece of chicken from her plate and shoved it in Adi's mouth and said
"Here you go slave. Enjoy. But remember you need to eat this like a dog which means no hands "
This was brilliant , Adi had a mouthful of chicken but no way he could eat that with bone and all without using his hands,  I saw Adi really struggle with a mouthful of chicken and had stopped massaging Neha's legs. Neha raised her pitch and said " Did I ask you to stop massaging my legs ?'

Immediately Adi resumed the massage. I was amazed the ease with which Neha had embraced her role and I think she was enjoying it to the hilt,

Next she took the plate and poured some rice in it and placed it in front of Adi. She then ordered
"Eat the rice !!" Adi started to pick the plate with his hands when Neha shouted " Did I give you the permission to use ur hands Use your mouth only . Just like a dog !!!"

Adi was humiliated and pleadingly looked up towards me . Seeing this Neha grabbed Adi's hair and yanked it up and shouted " What are you looking her for. Today she cannot save you. Today I am ur master and can do whatever I want. Isn't that right Pooja"  Her eyes stayed transfixed at Adi. I knew it was not entirely true but still went along and said " Yes, that is right."

Adi with no choice left kept the plate down and bended forward to place his face to rice in the plate.

The rice stuck to Adi's face and he looked completely defeated. Neha then remarked "Yes, that is what ur real place is you pathetic males." She then turned sideways so that she was no facing Adi and said " Now Stop". Adi immediately stopped eating and looked up. "Remove my sandals" and then she extended her right foot forward almost touching Adi's face. Adi started to bring his forwards but then hesitated. By now he knew better and instead brought his face forward and tried to grab the strap between his teeth. Neha remarked "Good Boy. You are learning your place now." Adi struggled for a couple of mins but then managed to free the strap and off came the sandal.

Neha then stomped her foot in the rice in front of her and mashed it. She then lifted her foot and brought it in front of Adi's face and said " Now that seems to be a proper meal for a slave. Start licking and make sure you eat it clean." Adi now almost dejected had no will left. He was resigned to his fate and started licking the rice of Neha's right foot. I was quite stunned by all that was happening and even in my wildest imagination had not thought that Neha will take it this far.
Looking at Adi on his knees licking Neha's feet, sucking her toes clean was making me hot. I could feel a sensation in my cunt and when I tocuhed my panty I could feel it wet. WOW !!!
Seeing Adi being humiliated by his best friend was turning me on !!! I looked up at Neha and I could feel that she was being turned on as well !!.
Finally after a couple of mins Adi finished his meal satisfied that he had licked the foot clean. Neha inspected her foot for a few second trying to find any misses but was finally satisfied and remarked
" Good Boy. Are you hungry anymore" This time Adi nodded no at which Neha asked Adi to replace the sandal on her foot. This time she allowed the use of hands. Once Adi was done she stood up and said " Now I think you should thank me Adi for feeding you such a delicious meal . Wasn't it ?"
Adi replied " Yes Ma'am". He knew what to do next and bowed down and started kissing her feet thanking Neha. Neha allowed this to go on for a minute before she raised Adi's face by putting her feet under his chin. When Adi was looking up she bent down, grabbed his hair and in a very serious tone said " If you think your humiliation is complete , you have no idea . Now clean the table and and report to me in the living room." As Adi started to get up she snapped back " What do you think you are doing slave. Here are the rules for tonight Adi. For As long as you are in my presence you will stay beneath me. Also you will not look me in the eye. Everytime I give you an order you will not question it and after completing it thank me . By now I guess you know how you are supposed to thank me ". I looked at Adi and was amazed to see that he was having an erection . By now the degradation at the hands of this awesome female who is also his best friend had given way to stimulation. Neha also noticed erection and smirked but didn't say anything .

Neha then took me by hand and we moved to the living room leaving Adi to clean the table and kitchen. Neha then started to thank me saying that I had provided an outlet for her and explored a side that even she didn't know exist. I knew the answer to the next question I was going to put to her but I still asked "Are you enjoying ?"Neha looked at me incredulously and said " Of Course ..One of the best days of my life." I then asked what she was planning next. She pondered for a couple of mins and then asked me what kind of games we played and the punishments I inflicted. I told her that sexual stuff was off limits at which she asked if she asked "Pooja he is getting aroused by all this . Atleast let me have some fun " I asked her what she had in mind and after thinking she replied " Can I make him cum in his panties . I promise he won't be naked." . I thought for a second and decided what the hell and said yes. We then discussed a few ideas and in some time Adi came into the room. He immediately dropped to his knees and crawled to where were sitting and knelled in front of me. I told him that for today I have no say and he should report to Neha. He then scooted away towards Neha. Seeing him kneeling in front of Neha in just his panties with his eyes transfixed at her feet was a mesmerizing sight and made me more wet.

Neha asked " How are you feeling Adi ?"
Adi replied " I am fine ma;am" At this Neha remarked "Well lets try to change that a little." She then whispered in my ears to bring a blindfond"  As I went to the room to get one of my scarves that could be used a blindfold I heard Neha instruct Adi to put his hands behind his back.

When I came back I saw Neha leading Adi by grabbing his hair and moving towards the shoe rack. Adi was behind crawling behind on his knees with his head almost brushing Neha'a ass.

She then asked Adi to take all my shoes and sandals and bring them to living room.
Now I can tell you guys that I like my heels and must have around 15-20 pairs of heels. Once Adi was done there was a huge pile in  middle of the room. Neha then sat down and removed her sandals. She then instructed me to blindfold Adi . Once it was complete she grabbed Adi by the hair by one hand and brought the sandal in her other hand to below Adi's nose. Neha then said
"Smell this Adi. Get the aroma of ur master for today in ur nose for this will be ur new test "
She kept the sandal for a good 1 min below his nose grazing the whole sandal back and forth.
Then she got up grabbed Adi's hair and went towards the pile. She released Adi and then mixed her sandal in the pile and asked Adi " Now Adi you have 20 mins to find my sandal. If you return with the correct one in time you will get a prize. However if you fail to bring it in tthere is going to be a punishment. I will give you 3 tries to do this and your time starts now"

Neha then moved back and sat on the Sofa. I followed her . This was just brilliant. As we sat I could see Adi pick each shoe try to feel the shape and then smell the aroma and try to decide if this was the one. Although Neha and me are of the same height Neha has a shoe size that is one size bigger that me. I knew this but I am not sure if Adi had this info. I saw that Adi had decided to make 2 piles , one which were a definite no and another where he was not sure. It took him almost 12 mins to just go through the whole pile and at end he had shortlisted 9 sandals that he thought had Neha's shoe. He took another 3-4 mins feeling the sandal and sniffing it and finally decided to bring one to Neha. He turned and crawled on his knees towards her and presented her the sandal.

I could see that this was the wrong sandal . Neha swatted his hands aside and grabbed his hair and barked " NO slave . Try Again" Adi hurried back towards the pile . Neha then remarked " You only have 3 mins left and this time bring the sandal in ur mouth". Adi was frantic by now and tried to do a pass through all sandals again. Again he zeored on one and grabbed it in his mouth and crawled back towards Neha. Again he had got the wrong one. Neha this time slapped his face and the sandal fell down . She again said " No slave . Try Again and you only have 1 min left". Adi was frantic by now and crawled at breakneck speed back to the pile to get it right. He was in the process of selecting one more when Neha announced " Time Over Slave". She then got up and moved towards Adi and removed his blindfold. Adi looked down and found that he was holding Neha's sandal in his hand.

Neha remarked " Looks like it is punishment time Adi. Put the sandal back on my feet first" Adi bowed down and put the  sandal back on Neha's feet. Neha then ordered Adi to put all the sandals back in the rack. Then she asked me to come to the bedroom. We then proceeded to my room where Neha asked if she could borrow a pair of my panties. I was confused at which told me " I am very wet down and need a change. " I then gave one of my panties to Neha and she went to washroom to change them. When she came back she had a smile on her face. She then asked me if she could use one of my punishments on Adi. I inquired what she had in her mind and she explained it to me. I just smiled and nodded yes.

When we got back to the living room Adi had already finished and was kneeling waiting for his next instruction. Neha then sat down on the sofa and asked him  to come in front of her. She then  asked Adi " Did you like the game Adi  ?"
Adi replied " Yes Ma'am" .
At this Neha slapped Adi hard right across the face and shouted " Then who the fuck will Thank Me for the fun you just had ??"
The impact of the blow was such that Adi fell sideways and had to use his hand to balance from hitting the ground.
For a second even I felt a shiver pass through my spine.

NEHA WAS A BORN DOMINATRIX. PERIOD.


Adi was now kissing her toes and thanking her profusely. Neha then asked him to get up. She said

"Now as you failed to complete the task here is ur punishment" . She then took her panties and put them over Adi's head. She adjusted them so that the crotch was just below his nose.  She then told
"You know doing all this is making me horny and now you can smell my pussy"

She then asked Adi to crawl to a corner and gave him 30 mins there.

She then looked me in the eye and said "Pooja you are very lucky" I replied "I know"

We then watched TV for some time. After 30 mins Neha asked Adi to crawl back to her. She removed her panty and then she asked Adi " I am going to ask you some questions and want you to answer truthfully"

Adi replied " Yes, ma'am"

She then asked " Adi, are you enjoying what I am doing to you"

Adi took a moment then replied" At first I felt this was all wrong and believe me some part of my head still thinks this way. I have never felt this humiliated and degraded and almost want to cry but I think there is some part in me which likes this also. I think I am wired this way so cant help it. "

Neha smiled " Of course you are. Now here is what i want you to do next. Take my right leg and start making love to it " I couldn't believe my ears and opened my mouth to protest but Neha just raised her finger and I know it was better to remain quiet.By now I think even I was scared of Neha and as to what she would do next. Adi looked at me and not seeing response went down to the task.

Neha asked me to move to the adjacent sofa so that she had the whole sofa by herself. She moved sideways and asked Adi to move up to. She then raised her leg and ordered " You can start now"

Adi took Neha's leg and started kissing the knee as if it was her mouth. He then kissed the inside of the knee and moved down to calf. Finally he reached the toes. As Neha still had the sandals on he had to move his tongue in between the  shoe and toes to suck on her toes. He made love to her toes lapping then with this tongue. Neha then asked Adi to open his mouth. She then took the heel of her sandal and put it in Adi's mouth and said "Suck" Adi proceed to suck on Neha's heel as if he was giving a blowjob. I could see Neha enjoying all this and her hand on her crotch. After a couple of mins of heel sucking Neha removed her heel from his mouth. Adi then grabbed her foot and moved it below touching his chest and trailing below towards his crotch. Neha then pressed on Adi's panties squeezing his dick and dug her heels in his balls. Adi felt a pain and screamed. Neha continued to press for a few more seconds. She put her sandaled feet below his balls and gave a light kick. Adi jumped high and Neha giggled. She then asked him to resume. Adi grabbed the leg below her knee and started humping on it kissing her thighs. Neha allowed this to go on for a fmin but then grabbed his hair and yanked upwards so that his neck hyperextended. She then said " I think you are having too much fun" She then asked Adi to lay down on the floor face up. She grabbed her used panties and shoved then in his mouth. Neha then brought her foot up and used her sandal's heel stuff the remaining panties in his mouth. She then put her left foot sandal's sole on his mouth to keep the panties in. She then removed the sandals from her right foot and put them on his crotch. By now Adi had a huge erection. Neha then started to rub her toes on his panties . She was doing an expert job moving her foot to mash his balls and  I could see Adi getting close.  Finally after a couple of mins of rubbing I knew Adi would come any second. I could see the fear in his eyes but the also the powerlessness to do anything about it. And then it happened ,Adi started squrting. As soon as this hapd Neha removed her foot from his crotch. But I guess it was too late . Panties being so small some of the cum had come out and smeared Neha's toes. Neha instinctively said " EWWW" She then started to get up to wash her feet. At this moment something unexpected hapd. Adi grabbed Neha's leg and started to suck on the creamy toes. Neha sat back mesmerized . I think even she didn't expect this to happen. After Adi had licked Neha's toes clean he thanked her for it . Neha acknowledged it and asked Adi to get cleaned up. She then said " Now you can wear your normal clothes"

Adi went to wash room while me and Neha sat in silence. Maybe we had crossed the line. Maybe not. When Adi came out Neha got up to leave. She went to Adi and hugged him and said " Now your punishment is complete". Adi was still not seeing her eye to eye so Neha remarked" I know things are never going to be the same between us. But  I don't want our friendship to sour. Maybe it is not going to be normal friendship anymore now that I know your secret but i still want us to stay friends. Maybe I will from time to time have days like this where you will just be my slave and nothing else Is that okay with you Adi" . Adi nodded yes. She then asked " Is that okay Pooja? " I also nodded yes.
At this Neha remarked " Maybe now will be the right time for you to thank me for this wonderful evening" Adi immediately bowed down to kiss her feet. At this both Neha and myself laughed hard.
Neha let Adi thank her for a couple of mins enjoying the final rush of power. Then she asked Adi " That is enough. You can go back to ur room".
Finally we both moved towards the door. Neha then turned and said " I really enjoyed today. I didn't know the part of my personality you guys today awakened but I like it and I can't thank you enough for that." At this I replied "I also enjoyed today evening "

Neha then said " Hmm , but I think I left you out from all the fun" Then for the final surprise of the night she did something I was totally unprepared for. She grabbed me by the hair and planted a kiss on my lips. She then yanked my head back and said " Maybe next time I will make you my bitch too. Would you like that ?
I replied " Yes Ma'am"

Then she released my head and said goodbye and left
I recovered from the shock of the events that had unfolded and pondered if there was a submissive side to me too.