What could have been ?

Okay a lot of readers have always asked what happened to Neha after our encounter and I am sad to say that nothing much transpired.. While we are in touch she moved cities and any physical activities are impossible now... Also she is married now and has her own battles to conquer.. She does tease Adi from time to time and last time she was in town (almost 2 years back) she made him lick her feet for good 5 mins just to reinforce the dynamics of the relationship but not much after that... So recently I got thinking what could have been ? The below account is pure fiction from a lot of ideas readers have suggested and maybe some of my hidden desires as well ;-) 

Last Monday I was having a conversation with Neha when inadvertently I shared with her that I was had started writing a blog about my life but had stopped. I realized my mistake as I knew that if she reads the same she will come to know a lot of things I hadn't shared with her however she didn't say much and I also forgot about the same.

On Wednesday I got a call from Neha that she was in town and she mentioned that she wanted to meet me alone without Adi. When I asked her for details she said just get to her hotel room and we will discuss it. As I was just about to leave for home I decided to swing by her hotel. As I knocked the door, Neha answered and immediately hugged me tight. Normally we hug every time we meet but this was different. She took my hand and as we settled down in her room she blurted excitedly that she found my blog and wanted to discuss it. It took a moment for this to register on my face as I had completely forgotten and was just not prepared for it. She then asked me a series of questions about the things I had written and I answered them knowing what was coming next. She then started to talk about my post on the weekend with Neha and told me that she was excited to revisit all that happened that night and as to how it has changed our friendship. She then finally broached the topic I was dreading.

Neha : I read that you also mentioned abt the kiss that we shared. Do you remember it ?

I didn't reply

Neha : I remember it too. It was wonderful and I have not felt so much rush of power ever since.
She then placed her hand over mine and asked  "Will you want to do it again Pooja and this time be involved in all the fun. Will you submit to me Pooja ?" I was hesitating in my response and Neha sensed it. She continued " I know you have conflicted feelings but dont worry it will be all fine" She then hugged me. I knew then and there that my goose was cooked. She then said we will meet over the weekend at my place for all the fun. I then gathered some of my thoughts and said " Neha , I cannot promise anything as this involves Adi as well whom I love very much and wont do anything to hurt him." Neha laughed and said " Forget about Adi. He would love to get in my pants now. I can see it on his face now " I still said " I will check with Adi before saying anything"

That night I narrated to Adi about what had hapd and asked him about what he thinks. At first he replied that he trusted me and would do whatever I say. However that was not the response I wanted to hear and asked him what he really thinks about this. He then explained that he is in awe of Neha. The side of her that he never knew existed has him scared as she sometimes doesn't realize what she was doing. He then narrated a couple of incidents that reinforced his point and I agreed with Adi that limits is something that Neha doesn't have. Then I asked Adi if he really liked Neha and asked him to answer truthfully. He said he is fascinated and tried to explain that when Neha dominates him he feels embarrassed but at the same time his head starts to swim and he has all that sexual energy that oozes from within. All this talk made me heavy and I asked Adi to have sex with me and that we will decide on this latter. We started to make love but my mind was elsewhere. I just couldn't get Neha out of my head and finally as I orgasmed it was Neha who was on my mind.

By now I had made up my mind and I called Neha the next day to confirm for Saturday. Neha was excited and replied that she cannot wait for Saturday to come.

As it was already Thursday there was not much time left for the appointed hour. I informed Adi about my decision that evening and he just replied " As you wish Pooja".

On Saturday the doorbell rang and around 4 PM. As I opened the door Neha immediately hugged me and walked in.. She saw Adi and before he could do anything she hugged him .. It was a little awkward as Adi was trying to bow down to his knees to kiss her feet as per the ritual.. She then brought her left foot ahead and Adi then proceeded to get down on his knees to kiss her feet as was the ritual. I realized Neha was just wearing a small top with shorts that barely covered her ass. She was wearing black heels that were atleast 4 inches and had black nail paint on her feet and hands. As Adi started to rise from his ritual I saw Neha's eyes looking at me . She then extended her right foot and her eyes moved down as if instructing me to do what came next.

I finally decided that there was no going back and went down on my knees and planted a kiss on her toes.

Neha remarked "That's more like it"

I knew that I was in for a long night.

Neha then asked us to follow her as if she owned the place and went to the living room and sat on the sofa like a queen. She then asked us to strip to our underwear. Adi complied immediately . Sensing my hesitation she yelled  "Now Pooja !!!"

The shrillness in her voice and the command sent a cold shiver down my spine and I immediately started to remove my clothing. As I was down to my bra and panties I stopped

Neha remarked "That bra goes too ". This time I immediately complied.

She then asked us both to kneel in front of her on our knees as dogs. As we settled on our knees she grabbed hairs on both of us from the back of our head and yelled in our faces" Today you both will get a lesson that you will never forget in your life. You have awakened something in me that I never knew existed and I am so happy that I will make you pay for it .Now get busy kissing my feet thanking me for this opportunity !!".

For Adi this was nothing knew and he got going but I hesitated for a moment and that was enough for Neha to give me a slap on my right cheek that stung like anything.. She then said ...."Listen you bitch.. If I see any more hesitation in following my commands you will be very sorry".. Honestly her voice scared my and I also got busy licking her toes.. 

There we were two of us almost prostrating in front of Neha and kissing her toes when she again yanked my head up and lifted her heel so that I could see the bottom of her heels and just said "LICK"

Neha had walked from outside and her heel soles were dirty and I was again conflicted. The hesitation again cost me dearly as Neha grabbed my hair and pushed my head into the sole and started rubbing.. My nose started getting rough and I tried to push away .. This made Neha further angrier.. She again slapped my hard and used her other hand to pry open my mouth and said ..NOW YOU WILL FRENCH KISS MY HEEL SOLE or I will destroy you.. I got scared and complied.. The taste of her heel was revolting and I started to gag.. Even Adi felt disgusted.. She then asked me to stop and said "Now go ahead and kiss Adi with your disgusting mouth".. Adi had just no choice and I planted and peck on his lips.. But Neha insisted and said "NO I want to see tongue to tongue action".. I was resigned and immediatedly complied.. Adi also started to gag as the slime shifted from my mouth to his.. She then ordered us both to go to washroom and clean up.. As I started to get up Neha again yanked my hair and said.. "Till the time I am in the house you are my BITCH and bitches don't walk on two legs..UNDERSTOOD".. I literally scampered away like a puppy :-)

When we came back Neha asked Adi to go into the kitchen and prepare a drink for her.. I waited for my instructions at which Neha pointed the tip of her heel on my left breast nipple and pressed.. It was a painful sensation but I liked it.. Neha could sense it and she became more bold and pressed harder.. I started to close my eyes and started to moan... She then came forward and took both my nipples in her fingers and gave it a squeeze.. I was in heaven now.. She continued for 30 secs and then abruptly went back.. 

I opened my eyes to see her gesture towards her heels and said "Open them with your mouth but remember if your teeth touch my precious feet you will be severely slapped ".. I then got on the task of opening heels with the teeth. It was a cumbersome task and I had to be careful as I didn't want to be punished.. I tried my best and got the right heel off after 5 mins.. She then put her left foot forward and said this time you only have 2 mins.. I started to panic and quickly put the buckle in my mouth.. She then proceeded to count down the two mins and I was able to do it with 10 secs left.. I was very pleased with myself but Neha poured cold water on my accomplishment and she said she felt my teeth on her precious feet.. I swore that didn't happen but who was I to argue.. She then asked me to pick the heels in my mouth and put then in the shoe rack and come back for my punishment.. I obeyed Neha and when I came back she asked me to close my eyes as I wait for my punishment.. 

Meanwhile I saw that she had made Adi lay face up on the floor and was makin him suck her toes.. She had almost 4 toes in his mouth when the order to close my eyes came.. I sat quietly for a couple of mins but then got inquisitive and tried to see what was happening. As soon as I peeked I saw Neha's hand come and slapped my left breast. I howled as it pained like anything and fell backwards.. Neha lunged and again grabbed me by my hair and made me sit up.. She then proceeded to slap my breast 3 more times while keeping hold of my hair.. The pain shot through the roof.. She then screamed.. "YOU inobedient Bitch.. I will fuck the happiness out of your life if disobey me again !!!"

She then pushed my head below and put her big toe in my mouth and said.. "NOW suck on it like a dick !! I obeyed her instantaneously !! She had long nails and as I started to suck I could sense her nail scratching my throat.. I gagged and started to pull back.. Neha realized it and immediately put her other foot on the back of my head to keep me in my place.. I had no choice now.. I sucked it up and tried to do to best of my ability.. After what seemed like an eternity but in reality would have been 4-5 mins...

She then asked me to go to the kitchen and bring her some snacks .. I had already ordered some snacks and only had to heat them.. I came back with some chicken wings, crackers and nuts.. I had to make multiple trips as I could only carry one bowl in mouth at a time. .. I placed them on the table. I started to push the table at which Neha asked Adi to join and do that.. We pushed the centre table into front of Neha and waited.. 

Neha then inspected the snacks and picked a nut and examined it.. She then said.. "We are going to play a game ...I am going to throw these nuts and u dogs need to get them back to me and place them under my feet .. The dog that gets most nuts will be rewarded and needless to say the winner will be punished.. The only rule is that u cannot use anything other than ur mouth to access the nuts.. Ready "

We both nodded.. Neha then picked a cashew and threw it far and it landed under the dining table.. Adi and myself scampered to retrieve it .. I could see that Adi didn't want to be punished as he was genuinely competing against me to win... As we reached the dining table I realized that the nut cannot be accessed directly and I will have to push the chair.. I started to push it using my face and I could hear the laughter from Neha as she must have seen her best friend on her fours behaving like a bitch and would have been thoroughly amused.. I finally reached the nut before Adi and hurried back to Neha's feet. I saw that she was sitting with her feet down and enjoying a piece of wing in her mouth.. I looked expectantly that Neha would raise her feet so that I can place the nut but she stayed put.. I got confused.. Neha saw my predicament and barked.. "What are you waiting for Bitch..Push it under my feet " I then tried to push my tongue under her toes and she digged them in the floor.. I tried again and was able to move an inch of my tongue between the floor and her foot.. I then placed the nut there and wriggled my tongue out.. Neha remarked.. "Not bad bitch.".. She then lifted the foot and the cashew remained stuck between the webbings of the her toes.. She then brought it forward.. I anticipated that she wanted to me to eat it.. I took my tongue out and Neha placed the cashew on it.. She then ordered me to keep the tongue out till she finished the chicken piece.. Finally Neha said just one word..."Swallow".. I complied quickly !!

She then took another nut and repeated the process 4 more times.. The final score was 3-2 in favor of Adi and I had lost.. Neha clapped as Adi brought the last but and did the ritual of placing it under her feet.. Neha then took Adi's face in her hand and said as a reward he gets to kiss her special place one time.. She then got up and turned around and asked Adi to push his face against the clothed ass and place a smooch.. Adi tried his best. She then took a coin from her purse and asked Adi to go to the opposite wall and hold the coin with his nose against the wall. She warned him of the consequences of dropping the coin and I am pretty sure Adi knew he couldn't take that chance.. 

Neha then turned towards me and said "now time of the loser"... .By this time Neha had eaten 3-4 wings and and .. She theen picked up the bones and threw then on the floor and asked me to pick them with my mouth and clean them like a dog.. She said "I want them like a bitch has eaten them down to the bone.. Not a speck of chicken left.." . I picked the first bone and got to work.. Neha then proceeded to insult me by calling me her whore and my leftover licker.. 

This was very humiliating but I also had gone into a headspace I can best describe as a Subspace only.. I was liking her instructions.

To be continued 

I would luv to take reader feedback and see if they want to hear more on this or should I not pursue this .. Please comment !!!

Luv
Pooja

A blast from the past !!

 Well this is an old incident but I realized that I never shared it with you all so I thought best to write now.

This happened a couple or more years back when Adi and myself were in full FLR mode. I had a friend (Rishabh) (well more than a friend from past) who I was in constant touch with. He had quite a personality and used to crack me up on the drop of a hat. He had also tried to flirt with me in past and I had shot him down. However even post marriage his tone was quite open. He would comment on my posts with messages like " Sexy Pic". Whenever I used to tease him for not getting married he would say " tum ne wait nahin kee na meri( you didn't wait for me)" and then laugh. I used to brush this off as harmless fun and never thought much about it. Then a party happened where Rishabh was also there and I shared the dance floor with him. Adi was also there. When we came back we had a huge fight and Adi shared his reservations about my friendship with him. At first I was quite surprised and tried to reason but soon I realized that Adi was quite upset and by explaining I would have only made him double down. I told him that I will think about it. I finally decided that I will give Rishabh a break and try to have minimal communication. After all I love Adi and didn't want him to feel insecure at all. 

Time went by but as we all were in the same circle of friends we couldn't avoid each other completely. Rishabh also started to feel something was wrong and talked to me but I brushed him off. Any comment that Rishabh posted on my photos and that day Adi was in a different mood. I knew that my initial plan will not work and that I needed to tackle this problem differently. During these times I had read on a blog where a wife had a similar problem and she had tackled it beautifully. So I decided to follow her cue.

One evening on a weekday when I came back from office I put my plan to action. I was still wearing my office clothes with my black heelswhich is like a very normal day with no major FLR, I waited for the maid to leave after preparing food. . Then I walked over to Adi who was sitting on the bed watching TV and grabbed his hair in my hand and pulled in off the bed and said " Get here and kneel you bitch". He was completely taken aback and shocked on the sudden turn of events. I then walked over with Adi's hair still in hand and him crawling behind me and sat on the ottoman chair in our room. I then asked Adi to get completely naked. He had already changed to his T-shirt and shorts so it didn't take much time. I asked him to then kneel and look at my feet while I spoke. I then said that "Adi, I have had enough of your whining about Rishabh and I am going to do something about it. Bring me my mobile from the dining table". Adi started to get up and I immediately put my hand in his hair and pushed him down. "Crawl like a puppy and bring it in your mouth and dare you drop it". As Adi started to walk away I put my heel on his ass to push him and said "Now hurry up"..

Adi scampered to the other room and brought the mobile in his mouth and presented it to me. I took it from his mouth and remarked "Eyes down puppy.. Now I am going to call Rishabh and talk to him ..Let him flirt with me and you will only do one thing." I then again grabbed a handful of his hair and bent him down so that his lips were inches away from my heels and said " You will kiss and lick my feet and not another sound. I want my feet and my heels sparkling once I am done with my call".

Adi only replied " Yes ma'am". I then called Rishabh and started to chat away while Adi put both his hands besides my feet and started to kiss and lick my feet and heels. To make sure Adi has the full effect I put the call on speakerphone so that he hears everything. As usual Rishabh had me laughing and we started to be our old self. He started to flirt and this time I even flirted back . I said to him "Rishabh agar tumne zyaada koshish kari hoti to shayad main tumhare he saath hoti (If you had tried harder maybe I would have been with you)" . Rishabh asked where is Adi and I replied.. "woh mera dhayan rakh raha hai (he is taking care of me)" At this Rishabh replied "God Pooja, you treat him like a "Joru ka Ghulam (wife's slave). I laughed hard and said " Oh you don't know the half of it"...At this Adi lifted his face for a second and for good measure I lifted my right heeled foot and put it on Adi's back and pushed him down again. 

The call continued for 30-35 mins and the whole time Adi was buried in my feet and heels licking like an obedient slave. Once I hung up I put my heel under his chin and lifted it up. I asked Adi as to what was his lesson from this and he replied I cannot be jealous of Rishabh". I said good but what else did you learn. He thought for a second and said "I need to accept that you have the better judgement and that I should trust you". I was very happy and said .."Yes Adi that is exactly right"..I then re-iterated that I will call Rishabh or whomever I want at any time, and that the least amount of moping or surliness will earn him a severe punishment...I then added "Now to reinforce that the   lesson stays with you kiss my feet and take my heels off and stand in corner holding them against the wall with your face for 30 mins". Adi opened his mouth but then shut up as he knew there no point. 

I checked with him some days later and he was much better with Rishabh and me now. I think FLR fixes a lot of things in life :-)  

How long has it been !!

 Well very very long. Lots of things have happened. I might try to list some in subsequent posts but mostly that things have moved forward and backward in a lot of ways.. For one - I am mother now.. This has brought so many changes in our overall dynamic and that I cannot even begin to say. I have a beautiful son who is the apple of my eye and is taking a lot of my time.. Also the world has changed .. we live inside with minimal outside connect which has brought me closer to Adi in ways I couldn't have imagined. He has become a true partner and has helped my overcome a lot of lows that also happened in past years.. We have become true soulmates and even finish each others thoughts now :-) ..

Now where does it leave my FLR life. Well it is still there but much subdued and probably limited to bedroom only. He still does defer to me on a lot of things but overall we have closed the gap a lot. If not from the start we would have been any other vanilla couple but because our past years had a lot of experimentation we still keep going back to a lot of activities. Although I now feel a little guilty afterwards (don't know why ).. However the adrenaline rush it gives me and too an extent Adi makes us go back to those sessions and have some amazing time during it.. 

Housework has changed a lot especially during pandemic where I pitched in a lot. Now we have a 12 hr maid and that has reduced Adi's burden a lot.. 

In summary the past couple of years have been a roller coaster with more highs that lows.. We have come out stronger and our FLR dynamic is still active although in a reduced capacity. 

I am not sure how many readers still I have left and to restart this blog will need all the encouragement !

So go ahead and shoot ur comments and questions so that we can kick start this journey once more 

Luv

Pooja