Well very very long. Lots of things have happened. I might try to list some in subsequent posts but mostly that things have moved forward and backward in a lot of ways.. For one - I am mother now.. This has brought so many changes in our overall dynamic and that I cannot even begin to say. I have a beautiful son who is the apple of my eye and is taking a lot of my time.. Also the world has changed .. we live inside with minimal outside connect which has brought me closer to Adi in ways I couldn't have imagined. He has become a true partner and has helped my overcome a lot of lows that also happened in past years.. We have become true soulmates and even finish each others thoughts now :-) ..
Now where does it leave my FLR life. Well it is still there but much subdued and probably limited to bedroom only. He still does defer to me on a lot of things but overall we have closed the gap a lot. If not from the start we would have been any other vanilla couple but because our past years had a lot of experimentation we still keep going back to a lot of activities. Although I now feel a little guilty afterwards (don't know why ).. However the adrenaline rush it gives me and too an extent Adi makes us go back to those sessions and have some amazing time during it..
Housework has changed a lot especially during pandemic where I pitched in a lot. Now we have a 12 hr maid and that has reduced Adi's burden a lot..
In summary the past couple of years have been a roller coaster with more highs that lows.. We have come out stronger and our FLR dynamic is still active although in a reduced capacity.
I am not sure how many readers still I have left and to restart this blog will need all the encouragement !
So go ahead and shoot ur comments and questions so that we can kick start this journey once more
Luv
Pooja
