What could have been ?

Okay a lot of readers have always asked what happened to Neha after our encounter and I am sad to say that nothing much transpired.. While we are in touch she moved cities and any physical activities are impossible now... Also she is married now and has her own battles to conquer.. She does tease Adi from time to time and last time she was in town (almost 2 years back) she made him lick her feet for good 5 mins just to reinforce the dynamics of the relationship but not much after that... So recently I got thinking what could have been ? The below account is pure fiction from a lot of ideas readers have suggested and maybe some of my hidden desires as well ;-) 

Last Monday I was having a conversation with Neha when inadvertently I shared with her that I was had started writing a blog about my life but had stopped. I realized my mistake as I knew that if she reads the same she will come to know a lot of things I hadn't shared with her however she didn't say much and I also forgot about the same.

On Wednesday I got a call from Neha that she was in town and she mentioned that she wanted to meet me alone without Adi. When I asked her for details she said just get to her hotel room and we will discuss it. As I was just about to leave for home I decided to swing by her hotel. As I knocked the door, Neha answered and immediately hugged me tight. Normally we hug every time we meet but this was different. She took my hand and as we settled down in her room she blurted excitedly that she found my blog and wanted to discuss it. It took a moment for this to register on my face as I had completely forgotten and was just not prepared for it. She then asked me a series of questions about the things I had written and I answered them knowing what was coming next. She then started to talk about my post on the weekend with Neha and told me that she was excited to revisit all that happened that night and as to how it has changed our friendship. She then finally broached the topic I was dreading.

Neha : I read that you also mentioned abt the kiss that we shared. Do you remember it ?

I didn't reply

Neha : I remember it too. It was wonderful and I have not felt so much rush of power ever since.
She then placed her hand over mine and asked  "Will you want to do it again Pooja and this time be involved in all the fun. Will you submit to me Pooja ?" I was hesitating in my response and Neha sensed it. She continued " I know you have conflicted feelings but dont worry it will be all fine" She then hugged me. I knew then and there that my goose was cooked. She then said we will meet over the weekend at my place for all the fun. I then gathered some of my thoughts and said " Neha , I cannot promise anything as this involves Adi as well whom I love very much and wont do anything to hurt him." Neha laughed and said " Forget about Adi. He would love to get in my pants now. I can see it on his face now " I still said " I will check with Adi before saying anything"

That night I narrated to Adi about what had hapd and asked him about what he thinks. At first he replied that he trusted me and would do whatever I say. However that was not the response I wanted to hear and asked him what he really thinks about this. He then explained that he is in awe of Neha. The side of her that he never knew existed has him scared as she sometimes doesn't realize what she was doing. He then narrated a couple of incidents that reinforced his point and I agreed with Adi that limits is something that Neha doesn't have. Then I asked Adi if he really liked Neha and asked him to answer truthfully. He said he is fascinated and tried to explain that when Neha dominates him he feels embarrassed but at the same time his head starts to swim and he has all that sexual energy that oozes from within. All this talk made me heavy and I asked Adi to have sex with me and that we will decide on this latter. We started to make love but my mind was elsewhere. I just couldn't get Neha out of my head and finally as I orgasmed it was Neha who was on my mind.

By now I had made up my mind and I called Neha the next day to confirm for Saturday. Neha was excited and replied that she cannot wait for Saturday to come.

As it was already Thursday there was not much time left for the appointed hour. I informed Adi about my decision that evening and he just replied " As you wish Pooja".

On Saturday the doorbell rang and around 4 PM. As I opened the door Neha immediately hugged me and walked in.. She saw Adi and before he could do anything she hugged him .. It was a little awkward as Adi was trying to bow down to his knees to kiss her feet as per the ritual.. She then brought her left foot ahead and Adi then proceeded to get down on his knees to kiss her feet as was the ritual. I realized Neha was just wearing a small top with shorts that barely covered her ass. She was wearing black heels that were atleast 4 inches and had black nail paint on her feet and hands. As Adi started to rise from his ritual I saw Neha's eyes looking at me . She then extended her right foot and her eyes moved down as if instructing me to do what came next.

I finally decided that there was no going back and went down on my knees and planted a kiss on her toes.

Neha remarked "That's more like it"

I knew that I was in for a long night.

Neha then asked us to follow her as if she owned the place and went to the living room and sat on the sofa like a queen. She then asked us to strip to our underwear. Adi complied immediately . Sensing my hesitation she yelled  "Now Pooja !!!"

The shrillness in her voice and the command sent a cold shiver down my spine and I immediately started to remove my clothing. As I was down to my bra and panties I stopped

Neha remarked "That bra goes too ". This time I immediately complied.

She then asked us both to kneel in front of her on our knees as dogs. As we settled on our knees she grabbed hairs on both of us from the back of our head and yelled in our faces" Today you both will get a lesson that you will never forget in your life. You have awakened something in me that I never knew existed and I am so happy that I will make you pay for it .Now get busy kissing my feet thanking me for this opportunity !!".

For Adi this was nothing knew and he got going but I hesitated for a moment and that was enough for Neha to give me a slap on my right cheek that stung like anything.. She then said ...."Listen you bitch.. If I see any more hesitation in following my commands you will be very sorry".. Honestly her voice scared my and I also got busy licking her toes.. 

There we were two of us almost prostrating in front of Neha and kissing her toes when she again yanked my head up and lifted her heel so that I could see the bottom of her heels and just said "LICK"

Neha had walked from outside and her heel soles were dirty and I was again conflicted. The hesitation again cost me dearly as Neha grabbed my hair and pushed my head into the sole and started rubbing.. My nose started getting rough and I tried to push away .. This made Neha further angrier.. She again slapped my hard and used her other hand to pry open my mouth and said ..NOW YOU WILL FRENCH KISS MY HEEL SOLE or I will destroy you.. I got scared and complied.. The taste of her heel was revolting and I started to gag.. Even Adi felt disgusted.. She then asked me to stop and said "Now go ahead and kiss Adi with your disgusting mouth".. Adi had just no choice and I planted and peck on his lips.. But Neha insisted and said "NO I want to see tongue to tongue action".. I was resigned and immediatedly complied.. Adi also started to gag as the slime shifted from my mouth to his.. She then ordered us both to go to washroom and clean up.. As I started to get up Neha again yanked my hair and said.. "Till the time I am in the house you are my BITCH and bitches don't walk on two legs..UNDERSTOOD".. I literally scampered away like a puppy :-)

When we came back Neha asked Adi to go into the kitchen and prepare a drink for her.. I waited for my instructions at which Neha pointed the tip of her heel on my left breast nipple and pressed.. It was a painful sensation but I liked it.. Neha could sense it and she became more bold and pressed harder.. I started to close my eyes and started to moan... She then came forward and took both my nipples in her fingers and gave it a squeeze.. I was in heaven now.. She continued for 30 secs and then abruptly went back.. 

I opened my eyes to see her gesture towards her heels and said "Open them with your mouth but remember if your teeth touch my precious feet you will be severely slapped ".. I then got on the task of opening heels with the teeth. It was a cumbersome task and I had to be careful as I didn't want to be punished.. I tried my best and got the right heel off after 5 mins.. She then put her left foot forward and said this time you only have 2 mins.. I started to panic and quickly put the buckle in my mouth.. She then proceeded to count down the two mins and I was able to do it with 10 secs left.. I was very pleased with myself but Neha poured cold water on my accomplishment and she said she felt my teeth on her precious feet.. I swore that didn't happen but who was I to argue.. She then asked me to pick the heels in my mouth and put then in the shoe rack and come back for my punishment.. I obeyed Neha and when I came back she asked me to close my eyes as I wait for my punishment.. 

Meanwhile I saw that she had made Adi lay face up on the floor and was makin him suck her toes.. She had almost 4 toes in his mouth when the order to close my eyes came.. I sat quietly for a couple of mins but then got inquisitive and tried to see what was happening. As soon as I peeked I saw Neha's hand come and slapped my left breast. I howled as it pained like anything and fell backwards.. Neha lunged and again grabbed me by my hair and made me sit up.. She then proceeded to slap my breast 3 more times while keeping hold of my hair.. The pain shot through the roof.. She then screamed.. "YOU inobedient Bitch.. I will fuck the happiness out of your life if disobey me again !!!"

She then pushed my head below and put her big toe in my mouth and said.. "NOW suck on it like a dick !! I obeyed her instantaneously !! She had long nails and as I started to suck I could sense her nail scratching my throat.. I gagged and started to pull back.. Neha realized it and immediately put her other foot on the back of my head to keep me in my place.. I had no choice now.. I sucked it up and tried to do to best of my ability.. After what seemed like an eternity but in reality would have been 4-5 mins...

She then asked me to go to the kitchen and bring her some snacks .. I had already ordered some snacks and only had to heat them.. I came back with some chicken wings, crackers and nuts.. I had to make multiple trips as I could only carry one bowl in mouth at a time. .. I placed them on the table. I started to push the table at which Neha asked Adi to join and do that.. We pushed the centre table into front of Neha and waited.. 

Neha then inspected the snacks and picked a nut and examined it.. She then said.. "We are going to play a game ...I am going to throw these nuts and u dogs need to get them back to me and place them under my feet .. The dog that gets most nuts will be rewarded and needless to say the winner will be punished.. The only rule is that u cannot use anything other than ur mouth to access the nuts.. Ready "

We both nodded.. Neha then picked a cashew and threw it far and it landed under the dining table.. Adi and myself scampered to retrieve it .. I could see that Adi didn't want to be punished as he was genuinely competing against me to win... As we reached the dining table I realized that the nut cannot be accessed directly and I will have to push the chair.. I started to push it using my face and I could hear the laughter from Neha as she must have seen her best friend on her fours behaving like a bitch and would have been thoroughly amused.. I finally reached the nut before Adi and hurried back to Neha's feet. I saw that she was sitting with her feet down and enjoying a piece of wing in her mouth.. I looked expectantly that Neha would raise her feet so that I can place the nut but she stayed put.. I got confused.. Neha saw my predicament and barked.. "What are you waiting for Bitch..Push it under my feet " I then tried to push my tongue under her toes and she digged them in the floor.. I tried again and was able to move an inch of my tongue between the floor and her foot.. I then placed the nut there and wriggled my tongue out.. Neha remarked.. "Not bad bitch.".. She then lifted the foot and the cashew remained stuck between the webbings of the her toes.. She then brought it forward.. I anticipated that she wanted to me to eat it.. I took my tongue out and Neha placed the cashew on it.. She then ordered me to keep the tongue out till she finished the chicken piece.. Finally Neha said just one word..."Swallow".. I complied quickly !!

She then took another nut and repeated the process 4 more times.. The final score was 3-2 in favor of Adi and I had lost.. Neha clapped as Adi brought the last but and did the ritual of placing it under her feet.. Neha then took Adi's face in her hand and said as a reward he gets to kiss her special place one time.. She then got up and turned around and asked Adi to push his face against the clothed ass and place a smooch.. Adi tried his best. She then took a coin from her purse and asked Adi to go to the opposite wall and hold the coin with his nose against the wall. She warned him of the consequences of dropping the coin and I am pretty sure Adi knew he couldn't take that chance.. 

Neha then turned towards me and said "now time of the loser"... .By this time Neha had eaten 3-4 wings and and .. She theen picked up the bones and threw then on the floor and asked me to pick them with my mouth and clean them like a dog.. She said "I want them like a bitch has eaten them down to the bone.. Not a speck of chicken left.." . I picked the first bone and got to work.. Neha then proceeded to insult me by calling me her whore and my leftover licker.. 

This was very humiliating but I also had gone into a headspace I can best describe as a Subspace only.. I was liking her instructions.

To be continued 

I would luv to take reader feedback and see if they want to hear more on this or should I not pursue this .. Please comment !!!

Luv
Pooja

A blast from the past !!

 Well this is an old incident but I realized that I never shared it with you all so I thought best to write now.

This happened a couple or more years back when Adi and myself were in full FLR mode. I had a friend (Rishabh) (well more than a friend from past) who I was in constant touch with. He had quite a personality and used to crack me up on the drop of a hat. He had also tried to flirt with me in past and I had shot him down. However even post marriage his tone was quite open. He would comment on my posts with messages like " Sexy Pic". Whenever I used to tease him for not getting married he would say " tum ne wait nahin kee na meri( you didn't wait for me)" and then laugh. I used to brush this off as harmless fun and never thought much about it. Then a party happened where Rishabh was also there and I shared the dance floor with him. Adi was also there. When we came back we had a huge fight and Adi shared his reservations about my friendship with him. At first I was quite surprised and tried to reason but soon I realized that Adi was quite upset and by explaining I would have only made him double down. I told him that I will think about it. I finally decided that I will give Rishabh a break and try to have minimal communication. After all I love Adi and didn't want him to feel insecure at all. 

Time went by but as we all were in the same circle of friends we couldn't avoid each other completely. Rishabh also started to feel something was wrong and talked to me but I brushed him off. Any comment that Rishabh posted on my photos and that day Adi was in a different mood. I knew that my initial plan will not work and that I needed to tackle this problem differently. During these times I had read on a blog where a wife had a similar problem and she had tackled it beautifully. So I decided to follow her cue.

One evening on a weekday when I came back from office I put my plan to action. I was still wearing my office clothes with my black heelswhich is like a very normal day with no major FLR, I waited for the maid to leave after preparing food. . Then I walked over to Adi who was sitting on the bed watching TV and grabbed his hair in my hand and pulled in off the bed and said " Get here and kneel you bitch". He was completely taken aback and shocked on the sudden turn of events. I then walked over with Adi's hair still in hand and him crawling behind me and sat on the ottoman chair in our room. I then asked Adi to get completely naked. He had already changed to his T-shirt and shorts so it didn't take much time. I asked him to then kneel and look at my feet while I spoke. I then said that "Adi, I have had enough of your whining about Rishabh and I am going to do something about it. Bring me my mobile from the dining table". Adi started to get up and I immediately put my hand in his hair and pushed him down. "Crawl like a puppy and bring it in your mouth and dare you drop it". As Adi started to walk away I put my heel on his ass to push him and said "Now hurry up"..

Adi scampered to the other room and brought the mobile in his mouth and presented it to me. I took it from his mouth and remarked "Eyes down puppy.. Now I am going to call Rishabh and talk to him ..Let him flirt with me and you will only do one thing." I then again grabbed a handful of his hair and bent him down so that his lips were inches away from my heels and said " You will kiss and lick my feet and not another sound. I want my feet and my heels sparkling once I am done with my call".

Adi only replied " Yes ma'am". I then called Rishabh and started to chat away while Adi put both his hands besides my feet and started to kiss and lick my feet and heels. To make sure Adi has the full effect I put the call on speakerphone so that he hears everything. As usual Rishabh had me laughing and we started to be our old self. He started to flirt and this time I even flirted back . I said to him "Rishabh agar tumne zyaada koshish kari hoti to shayad main tumhare he saath hoti (If you had tried harder maybe I would have been with you)" . Rishabh asked where is Adi and I replied.. "woh mera dhayan rakh raha hai (he is taking care of me)" At this Rishabh replied "God Pooja, you treat him like a "Joru ka Ghulam (wife's slave). I laughed hard and said " Oh you don't know the half of it"...At this Adi lifted his face for a second and for good measure I lifted my right heeled foot and put it on Adi's back and pushed him down again. 

The call continued for 30-35 mins and the whole time Adi was buried in my feet and heels licking like an obedient slave. Once I hung up I put my heel under his chin and lifted it up. I asked Adi as to what was his lesson from this and he replied I cannot be jealous of Rishabh". I said good but what else did you learn. He thought for a second and said "I need to accept that you have the better judgement and that I should trust you". I was very happy and said .."Yes Adi that is exactly right"..I then re-iterated that I will call Rishabh or whomever I want at any time, and that the least amount of moping or surliness will earn him a severe punishment...I then added "Now to reinforce that the   lesson stays with you kiss my feet and take my heels off and stand in corner holding them against the wall with your face for 30 mins". Adi opened his mouth but then shut up as he knew there no point. 

I checked with him some days later and he was much better with Rishabh and me now. I think FLR fixes a lot of things in life :-)  

How long has it been !!

 Well very very long. Lots of things have happened. I might try to list some in subsequent posts but mostly that things have moved forward and backward in a lot of ways.. For one - I am mother now.. This has brought so many changes in our overall dynamic and that I cannot even begin to say. I have a beautiful son who is the apple of my eye and is taking a lot of my time.. Also the world has changed .. we live inside with minimal outside connect which has brought me closer to Adi in ways I couldn't have imagined. He has become a true partner and has helped my overcome a lot of lows that also happened in past years.. We have become true soulmates and even finish each others thoughts now :-) ..

Now where does it leave my FLR life. Well it is still there but much subdued and probably limited to bedroom only. He still does defer to me on a lot of things but overall we have closed the gap a lot. If not from the start we would have been any other vanilla couple but because our past years had a lot of experimentation we still keep going back to a lot of activities. Although I now feel a little guilty afterwards (don't know why ).. However the adrenaline rush it gives me and too an extent Adi makes us go back to those sessions and have some amazing time during it.. 

Housework has changed a lot especially during pandemic where I pitched in a lot. Now we have a 12 hr maid and that has reduced Adi's burden a lot.. 

In summary the past couple of years have been a roller coaster with more highs that lows.. We have come out stronger and our FLR dynamic is still active although in a reduced capacity. 

I am not sure how many readers still I have left and to restart this blog will need all the encouragement !

So go ahead and shoot ur comments and questions so that we can kick start this journey once more 

Luv

Pooja

I AM BACK BITCHES !!!!!

So after a long hiatus I got my mojo back to write again...A lot has happened during this time ..Some of that I will share and some of it is just too boring....So keep looking for updates ..


Luv
Pooja 

Ideas Ideas & more Ideas !!

Well this post is just dedicated to all the good ideas I have received from my wonderful readers some of which I have already used and some which are stored away for future. To keep the identities secret I am not going to name the sources for these great ideas  !!

The best Idea of all is a ritual that I have started with Adi is an Indian custom of wearing a Mangalsutra(it is a necklace tied for husband's health). Adi's parents insist that I wear it on all the family occasions and other functions. I never liked it at all. A reader suggested a brilliant idea . Couple of weeks back there was a get together at Adi's home and I told Adi to get the Mangalsutra out from the locker. He was happy that he won't have to pester me to wear it this time. Little did he know :-).  When Adi brought it I told him "Adi starting today we have a new tradition. See now you are the wife in this marriage so shouldn't it be you who should wear the mangalsutra ?. I could see the blood drain from Adi's face contemplating what I was asking him to do. I then assured him "Don't worry I am not going to make it public. Now drop ur pants and underwear". Adi started to unbuckle the belt and drop his pants. When his cock was out I took the mangalsutra and tied it on his cock and took some Sindoor (it is a red color cosmetic powder) and applied it on his cock. Seeing Adi I started laughing uncontrollably. His face had turned more red than the Sindoor. I then took him in front of the mirror and remarked "Ab ban gaye ho tum meri dulhan (Now you are my bride)". I told him that this is a new ritual that he will have to follow for all the occasions going forward. On our way back in the car I asked Adi how he felt and he replied that it was very uncomfortable as the mangalsutra pricking his cock and he also told me that when her mother asked he told her that the mangalsutra is being worn just that it is not visible. I was hysterical and Adi mentioned that this was very humiliating...

The next good Idea came from another reader who had suggested a Punishment..Well lets just say he and I had some very interesting conversations and there was some great exchange of ideas.. This punishment is like a corner time for a girl but I twisted it. The idea suggested was for the girl to stand in a corner with two coins pressed between the boobs and the wall. If the coins drop the punishment restarts. Well as Adi as no boobs so I have twisted it that Adi will have to stand in the corner with coin between his erect cock and the wall. If the coin drops he get punished even more. I still haven't tried it yet but will do it soon.

One more idea that a reader had suggested was a variation of the cum-cube that I make Adi suck on. Last month one day when I woke up I told Adi that he is going to try something new today. I asked Adi to bring a glass as I started to go the washroom. I asked him to come along. I sat down to pee and asked Adi to stand and watch. I then took the glass and poured my pee into it filling the glass. When I finished I got up extended the glass to Adi and asked " Ab piyo isse jaldi se (Now Drink it fast)". Adi didn't bring is hand forward and which I laughed and said "Don't worry I have a better Idea'. I asked Adi to get an ice-tray. I then removed all the ice cubes and poured my miss in the tray to the brim. I then asked Adi to bring the tray into kitchen and warned him "If you spill even a drop you will have to lick it". You could see him handling the ice-tray like a nuclear bomb walking slowly so that nothing spilled. I could see a couple of drops on the way but I let them slide. I then asked Adi to put a poly bag around it and keep it in the freezer. Adi had no option and he complied.

Now we waited. Adi knew what was coming and he tried to reason with me and almost pleaded but I threatened him that if he doesn't stop I will make it worse. I checked the next day and the cubes were not frozen . I check online and found that it might be due to the salt. I lowered the tempearature of the freezer and started the Super Chill on the freezer. Next day I checked ..VOILA we had our cubes.. On the weekend in the afternoon I asked Adi to bring something cold to drink as it was almost an oven in the house with all the heat. I told him to make some ice tea and bring it to the living room. I then sat on the sofa watching TV while he came with two glasses and handed one to me. I then asked him "Did you put your special ice in ur drink ?". He was confused for a second but then realized. I then asked him to get two of the piss cubes in his glass of drink. He started to protest but then had a resigned look when he saw my eyes and went in to the kitchen. When he came back he had two cubes in his glass. I then asked him to remove his shorts and underwear and made him sit on the floor to humiliate him even more.  I then said "DRINK IT NOW"... I then played with his dick with my toes as he started to scrunch his face bringing the glass closer to his lips. I think he had plans to do bottoms up but I told him to stop mid way. I asked him to enjoy the drink that is my nectar. I continued to tease his cock which started to rise . As he finished his glass the two cubes were almost done and what was left were small cublets.. I asked Adi to get them in his mouth and suck them off. By now he did not mind it and did it without hesitation. I then asked him "Kaisa laga mera amrit ? (How did my nectar taste ?)". He told me that it was bitter and a little salty. I just laughed and was now horny. I then told him to brush his teeth and get to work with his mouth..Amazing fun

One more punishment that I tried was again something a reader had suggested. I told Adi to lick the rim of the toilet bowl . He had a lot of hesitation but I told him that he had cleaned it in the morning so should not be that dirty. He went down and sat in front of the bowl but was still hesitant so I grabbed his hair and made him kiss the bowl 5 times. I warned him next time I won't be so lenient

Another couple of ideas were to address a problem that I have with Adi's relationship with his parents. See Adi is a Mama's boy and always tries to defend them in front of me. One day Adi's mom was talking to me lecturing me to start a family when I almost lost it. I controlled myself and called Adi. I then put her mother on speaker and muted the phone and asked Adi that till the time her mother continues her lecture , he will have to lick my feet and sandals. Adi went down on his knees and started to lick while I just enjoyed the worship and her mother just went on and on. This must have gone for atleast 10 mins and when I ultimately hung up I grabbed Adi by his hair and told him that next time her mother lectures me on anything he better does what he did today. Adi told me that this is very humiliating for him.

Another punishment that a reader suggested is on feeding Adi his own cum while masturbating in front of a mirror and then licking it from there. This sounds super fun for me and extremely humiliating for Adi. I still need to try this so will provide an update when it happens..

There were a lot more ideas some of which I will incorporate in future and provide updates.

Keep writing and sharing your ideas

P.S. - If you want to contact me drop me an email or ping me on hangouts .

Luv
Pooja

Games we play

The problem with every relationship is that after a time it gets monotonous. The same is true for a FLR as well. After a while you start going through motions and then u start getting bored. Couples lose the spice and feel trapped in the contraption called marriage. I told Adi in the very beginning that if we ever reach a point like that we will just go our separate ways. Well we still have a long way to go but the start has been good.One of the ways to keep things interesting in the marriage is to come with games in and out of bedroom that keeps the stuff fresh

The premise is simple. Games are loaded in favor of Me , me and Me.,.. I always WIN.. Well most of the times.. Here are some examples

Game 1 : I fling all my shoes in the living room and blindfold Adi. Adi needs to crawl and match as many pairs in 5 mins. If he matches all he gets to CUM. But that has never happened. If he fails I decide his punishment. As he is with shoes I have made him drink from my heels for the rest of the day. Anything he needs to drink he needs to use my pumps as a tumbler. Score is 8-0

Game 2 : I tie his hands behind his back. I then start licking a lolipop and Adi needs to bring me to orgasm before I finish my pop. If he is successful he gets to chose when he can come next. If he is unsuccessful I decide when he comes next. I make it very difficult for him . I lie down on my fours so he has to access it from behind . He has still managed to make me orgasm 2 times as I forget that it is a game and just go with the flow once the juices start flowing. Still score is 5-2.

Game 3: Dare. I give Adi some simple dares. Well they are simple in my eyes. Adi needs to complete them before EOD. Examples : I will send my worn panties in his laptop bag. He needs to come back from work wearing them, jack-off in front of me with my panties in his mouth for 5 mins but not to come. If he survives these dares he gets to play with my breasts for 20 mins. Score : 2-3. He is winning this one . I need to up the ante on the dares. Any ideas ?

Game 4 : Hang it. Well again a simple game. I tell Adi that he needs to remain erect for me for 30 mins. I make him naked and ask him to get erect. Believe me it doesn't take long. I then start the timer and hang one of my panties by his erection. If the panties fall he loses. I try to be very nonchalant and start talking about my office to bore him. If he wins he gets to fuck me right there (why waste an erection). If he loses well he gets to orgasm me 10 times before he can even ask for one. Score 10-8

Game 5 : Scrabble - Well this is more of a schedule than a game. Everytime Adi licks me to an orgasm. I give him a tile for scrabble. He needs to make a word that is atleast 25 points before he can come. Also the word needs to be atleast 5 chars. I can be mean in this game as sometimes I take out all the vowel tiles :-)

  
Game 6: CC: We both get naked and I put a condom on Adi's cock and start giving Adi a handjob. If he is able to withhold beyond 2 minutes he gets to save one which he can encash anytime. If he loses I take the condom and freeze the cum in an ice tray. I then ask Adi to put the cube in his drink or suck the cube directly at random times. I call it CUM CUBE (CC)
Score 12-1


Game 7: Silence : I will tell Adi on a Saturday that today is his silent day and that he cannot speak anything even when I ask him a direct question. He needs to answer by writing it down on his mobile. If he fails and and speaks anytime he will come to me and I spit in his mouth and he needs to swallow. If he goes the whole day without saying anything he wins the next day Sunday as his freedom to do anything. Score : 4-1. (First time we played it I spat atleast 6 times in his mouth.)

Game 8 : Wrestling. Well again a simple game we play in the bedroom. We get naked and we wrestle. The first person to pin the other wins. But here is the catch. I sometimes decide to even (or odd) things up. Once I made him blindfold and he had search for me. I had fun pinching his nipples , pulling his balls. Sometimes I will tie his hands behind his back. He is a putty in my hands and I try various positions with him. Once I made him kiss my ass while his balls were in my hands and I was straddling him. Once in a while I play fair and we have an exciting match. Adi is always cautious around me and so I catch him napping and can be mean. If Adi wins he gets to finger my pussy for 30 mins. If he loses I get to finger his ass. Score (4-2).  

There are some more which I might cover later. 

I need some feedback and new ideas here so please get writing

Luv
Pooja

100,000

The blog reached a new milestone this week. 100,000 page views.  Well that is amazing and I am truly thankful to all the readers for that. Pity the number of comments still has to reach 300 :-)

Next Target 500 comments by end of May. Let's see if I can make it interesting enough for readers to respond more frequently

Love
Pooja

Reboot

Well it has been a whole two seasons since I last posted on this blog. Have received numerous emails asking about my well being and I want to assure all the readers that ALL is well in my world. It is just that life came in the way and I just got lazy. A day became a week and a week became a month and before I knew it has been six months !!!

Me and Adi have grown in our relationship and are at a much happier place. We have a better routine and things are much smoother. Infact they are too smooth for my comfort that I feel life is becoming mundane. I discussed this with Adi last month and he became a little concerned but I assured him it was a small thing. But that feeling is with me constantly to do something about it .

But the big question is what ??

Any advice readers !!

Luv
Pooja

P.S- Adi's cousin is coming to live with us for a month. She is doing a course in the town and I told Adi that her presence in house doesn't mean our dynamic is going to change . I want you readers to decide what should we do. Please post ur comments and also participate in the poll

A tough week !! (Part 1)

Well not for me...but for Adi it was a week from hell !!!


I had told Adi that he will have to pay for the hell he put me through and pay it with interest..

Adi was scared but I knew that if this had to work I needed to put some planning into it..

I told him that this will happen but didn't tell him any time.. I told him to be ready and that it would come his way without any forewarning.

Well that any time was last week..

On Monday I announced that Adi that this week would be the one and that from today he loses all privileges as a husband and that he is just a slave for my pleasure...I told him that he needs to be follow some new rules for the week

1) He needs to be naked in the house at all times, except when maid is around
2) He needs to be silent at all times. The only time he will speak is when asked for a response
3) He needs to be prepared for something new everyday
4) He will be just an object for my pleasure and needs to anticipate my demands and needs
5) He needs to be on his knees and greet me by kissing my shoes when I reach home
6) He is my property and will be used and abused in anyway possible

Monday

I made Adi wear pink satin panties to work and told him that he needs to prepare dinner once he is back. When I came back I saw Adi was naked and immediately knelt on the floor and crawled to kiss my shoes. I told him that I was going to change and that dinner should be ready on the table. I came back 30 mins later and the table was set for 2 people. I then picked his plate and put it back in the kitchen. I told him to get on his knees and start massaging my feet while I ate my dinner. I left some rice and vegetables in the plate and put it on the floor and made him eat without his hands. While he struggled I berated him saying stuff like "Look at u dog...u are a wild dog and I know how to tame you.. After I am done you will just be a puppy... my obedient puppy..." I then got up and told Adi that he should clean the kitchen and come to the bedroom.. When Adi came I told him to kiss my feet as I watched TV. For the next 1 hr I totally ignored him .. When the show was over I asked him to go to the washroom and get my panties that I had worn through the day . When he came back I stuffed them in his mouth and asked him to get on his knees and start masturbating but not to come. He then started to stroke himself while I sat and played with his nipples. I then started to humiliate him by saying  "Look at you ..kneeling and masturbating at wife's feet..Pathetic". I warned him that as soon as he reaches the spot he must stop... He kept stroking while I pinched his nipples hard. He stopped as I knew he was reaching the climax.. I then asked him to start stroking again..He went at it and this time stopped much sooner..I made him go again and again for 15 more mins... I then removed the panties and asked him "Do you want to come" . He nodded yes..I then grabbed his chin with my left hand and jerked his right hand away and started to manhandle his dick with him right foot stroking it roughly. By now he was very sensitive and in pain immediately.. I told him that if he comes he will have to lick it immediately at which he nodded his head NO NO ..I then slapped him hard and said that he has no choice and that he will have to do it... I could see the fear in his eyes and I then told him to resume stroking and to come on my feet...  He came almost immediately..

I then told him " You Worship my feet..now is the time for some prasad (gift).". I then grabbed a fistful of his hair and pushed his head back. I then lifted some of his cum on my middle finger and asked him to stick is tongue out. He hesitated and I immediately pulled his hair that were in my fist. He promptly stuck his tongue and I slowly rubbed my finger on his tongue. I then just said "SWALLOW". He took his tongue inside and instantly had a gag reflex. I waited for a couple of seconds and then asked him to suck my finger dry. He immediately did that. Once he was done I asked him to go and clean himself up and then sleep in the other room.

Tuesday

In the morning I woke and went to the gym. I came back and immediately called Adi to the bedroom.
I was sweating like anything and quickly removed all my clothes. I then told Adi " You are my body slave and today I need to teach you what a body slave does. You will lick my body clean of my sweat . Now get started ." I told him to start with my hands. He had a defeated look on his face which egged me on. As he reached the top of my left arm. I grabbed his hair from behind and forced him to lick my armpit. Well to be honest I am a pretty clean person but even then after a gym workout anybody smells and I am no different. I made Adi lick my armpits and I knew he will revolt but surprisingly he didn't put much of a fight. I then made him lick my back. I thought of making him lick my ass but that was for another day. He followed that by licking pussy for sometime and then I made him go down to my feet and said " This is ur charan Amrit (Holy nectar). My sweat. Lick it clean" He spent a good 10 mins to doing that.
I then just pushed his head away and walked for my bath without any acknowledgement.I laid a frilly panty for him after my bath and went to office.

Rest of they day was normal. When I came back from office he was there on his knees and naked, I then ignored him for rest of the evening.

Wednesday


As soon as I woke up I yelled for Adi to come to the wash-room. I was anyway bursting and when he took 2 mins to come I was furious. I slapped him hard and told him to get naked and kneel down in the bathtub. I then climbed in and asked Adi to open his mouth.  I told him "Today is a big day Adi. You have licked my sweat, my charan Amrit. Now is the time for my other amrit (nectar). My PISS."
He knew what was coming and fear crept in his eyes. But he opened his mouth any ways. I bent my knees to aim for his mouth from 2 feet away and just let go. The initial splash landed on his cheek and then his eyes which he immediately closed. I  adjusted my aim and then it went in his mouth.
It started to flow down his mouth at which I barked "You better swallow it you dog or else "
He started to gulp but the flow was too much and it still started to flow down his chest and dick. Once I was done I asked him to come forward and lick me clean. As he did that I humiliated him saying" Look at you Adi. Licking my piss and cleaning me. My piss slave "

I had spent the last day drinking lots of water so I knew it will not be very repugnant. Also as per medical science the first piss of day has medicinal qualities so what the heck !!

I then went for gym and rest of the day was uneventful..

I will cover the remaining 3 days in my next post

As usual please share ur thoughts in the comments section

Till then

Luv
Pooja


P.S. - I just checked and the blog has had 50,000 visitors. A big thanks to all for your comments and encouragement !!

A small step in FLR but a giant leap in our marriage !!

First I would like to apologize to regular readers for such a long break between posts but me and Adi had hit a wall in our relationship !!

All of this triggered in April when Adi got his annual appraisal which was to be fair a little disappointing to both of us. He called me and sounded down and I tried to comfort him. Reaching home I could see he was sad and decided that we order dinner . After dinner we sat down and I asked him to show the comments he had received and was surprised to see comments like "disinterested in work", "shirking away from responsibilities" etc. I knew Adi was not a technical wizard but he had been hardworking so was taken back by these comments. I started to ask Adi what had happened and he was evasive in his answers. I could sense something was wrong and probed further which led him to snap back and he said " It is all because of this lifestyle that you have imposed on me. I am unable to think straight and concentrate any more . "  It hit me like a brick in the wall and although I kept quiet inside I was devastated. I let him vent and he went on a tirade blaming me for all the ills of his professional life on me. I then asked him to go to sleep and that we would discuss this later.

The whole night I was awake thinking about the comments and the more I thought the more mad I became on Adi. By morning I had made up my mind. I got up took a quick shower and prepared breakfast. When Adi woke up he saw the stuff I had already done and I could see he was uneasy because of his comments the previous night but his machismo stopped him from saying anything. After breakfast we went to work and came back in the evening. I again prepared the dinner and we ate that quietly.

After dinner I informed him since he cannot be convinced the benefits of having such an arrangement that we would go back to what we had in past and see if that is what he wants. I then got up and went to sleep.

I felt devastated and really thought that my marriage was over and I wanted to walk out of it then and there but wanted to give Adi a chance. I was skeptical but in hindsight I am now glad that I did that.

Next two months were unlearning all that had been accomplished and I went from a dominating wife to a traditional wife. I let Adi run the show and just kept quiet. In the first week Adi was kinda happy that he had gained his freedom and his testosterone was back. We had sex for 3 times that week and I just did not make any comment. I told him to take most of the decisions and he was happy to be in charge. By week 2 the initial euphoria that died down and the realization sank, We continued for another 5 weeks but I could see that Adi knew something was wrong and that he was missing the control and discipline I had brought to his life. He got easily irritated when asked for any decision and finally he had a breakdown.

I then told Adi that we need to have a talk and explained that I had listened to him that day and today he would do the same without interrupting. I then started to explain the logic behind me taking the reigns of our marriage and taking decision making out of his hands. I listed all the problems we had in past and why I have chosen to be this way. I told him that this not a role play or a fantasy of his that will get over with time. This was a life-style change which worked on both of our strengths and weakness. I explained what having a 50-50 relation was causing to our marriage with constant mutual competitiveness and frequent fights. I told him that I had become the decision-making authority because of his tendency to shoot first and repent later. That he never thoughts the pros and cons of all his actions. I then explained him that he had a very spoiled childhood where he never lifted a spoon at his house which has accumulated a stack of bad habits and that is the reason for assigning him the chores and menial tasks so that he has a sense of duties and responsibilities that he can own and strive towards. I told him that the reason for asking him to put my needs first , even before his was so that he becomes more selfless. I said that I wanted to provide a central focus and direction to this marriage so that we have some balance when we eventually start a family. I was grooming him to be a better husband now so that he can become a better father in future . I told him the only reason I was doing this was because I LOVE HIM and deep down know that HE LOVES ME TOO !!

I had listed so many instances that all this took almost 2 hrs and by the time I was finished Adi was almost crying and I had got emotional too. Adi then got up and took me in his arms and we hugged like long lost lovers.  I asked him if he was ready for phase 2 of our marriage and Adi looked into my eyes and I saw what felt was true devotion. He then got down and started to kiss my feet to give his acceptance. Adi then started to apologize to me but I told him that apologies wont cut it and I know what his penance would be and that from tmw would be a new dawn and that he better be ready to endure what is coming his way !!!

I think in a way it was a small step in FLM but a giant leap in our marriage !!

What's in a name ?

Yesterday I was watching a rerun of the famous Games of Thrones Season 4 (readers who haven't seen GOT, would recommend it strongly ) and I saw a character called Theon Greyjoy who is captured by Ramsay Bolton and tortured to a point where he is emasculated , his will broken and he just becomes a slave to Ramsay and doesn't escape his captivity even when given an opportunity to !!

Well I don't say that I want to break Adi's will the way they depicted in GOT as that is just not my style but what struck was the name Ramsay gives to Theon at the end of the torture, "REEK".

From then on whenever Ramsay said "Reek" , Theon's response was that of a slave.

And then an idea clicked, I have no specific name for Adi when we are in the zone alone and even when I am humiliating him I just use abuse words like "A**h***" or its Hindi equivalent "G***U".

I thought we should have a name that as soon as I call it Adi should leave everything and get into the zone. A name that when called means I am assuming the dominant role and he is just a sub.

But what could be that name ??? I tried thinking but cannot conjure something that is a home run..

So I am asking my readers for a name for my husband that he is worthy (or unworthy) enough.

Also on the same lines I want a name for myself that he should call me by when I use his new name.

I don't want the run of the mill stuff like "Slave, Slut, Mistress, Queen or Ma'am".

Something different and unique

Can you help ??

Till Later
Luv Pooja

Subtle Domination - Drinking

As mentioned in my previous post there are times when you don't have to be over the top with ur actions to show that you are the boss. Sometimes small gestures go a long way to enforce that I rule Adi's world and that he needs to defer to me for all his decisions.  Let me demonstrate with an example.

Adi & myself both enjoy to have a drink or 2 on occasions. He has been an active drinker through his college days and knows how to hold one . Infact he told me once that his batch mates used to call him a "Tanker" which meant he has humongous capacity. While he enjoys his hard core Old Monk I am more of an occasional drinker enjoying my wine and cocktails and sometimes Bacardi Breezer or vodka . While I am not a heavy drinker I can hold my own in front of Adi. We have had a lot of parties at our place where we all lay wasted after all night drinking sessions.

However the problem comes when we have to go out. Now while I enjoy to drive I rarely allow myself behind the wheel after a couple of drinks. Before we had FLR this was always a pain point as more often than not I had to sacrifice and be the designated driver between the two of us.

Well not anymore !! This new year's we had a mega party planned at a friend's farmhouse in Mehrauli. On the way Adi was excited as he was going to meet a lot of old friends and they had plans to drink the place down. Well surprise Adi. While I was driving to the party I calmly told Adi that he is going to be the designated driver for the journey back. I could see the blood drain from his face. I knew he wanted to protest but was conflicted. Instead he went quiet. I waited for a min or 2 and then remarked " What hapd Adi . Cat got ur tongue ?". He kept quiet. So I teased him further " I think you should be happy that I am giving you a chance to sacrifice something for my happiness. Shouldn't you ?". He replied " Yes, Pooja. I am happy" . Rest of the drive was spent in silence with me smiling and Adi sulking quietly.

Well the party was a blur as I had a blast getting wasted. Adi was allowed only 2 Pegs and had to spend rest of the night drinking Red Bull. When the party ended, Adi drove me back but I could feel that while I was still smiling Adi too had a changed demeanour. No longer was he sulking but had a contend smile on his face. When we reached home Adi quickly got out and ran to my side to open the door. As I pushed my feet out of the door. Adi bowed down and kissed my boots and said  " Thanks Pooja for giving me this chance. Seeing you so happy has made my day". Hearing that I felt proud of myself . I was pretty drunk but in my senses to see that it was quite a major achievement in our relationship.

As we went inside I settled into the sofa and asked Adi to get a bottle of Bacardi from the kitchen. Adi was confused as I was already pretty drunk. but complied. As he came back I saw he had the bottle and two glasses. I told him we wont be needing the glasses. I asked him to give me the bottle and remove my shoes. As it was December I was wearing my ankle high boots. Adi removed the right one first and then the sock. I asked him to then lie down on his back. under my feet. When he settled down I opened the bottle I placed my big toe inside his mouth and let the bacardi flow. I had seen a scene in a movie with Salma Hayek and I had replicated the same. Well movie and reality are different and drinking neat on the flow is not really that easy and Adi started to cough after a initial sip or two and splash was making the carpet all wet. So I stopped and improvised. I picked my boot and poured the Bacardi inside and handed it over to Adi. He knew what needed to be done. He brought boot to his lips and started to drink. Well this made me very horny inspite of being drunk. Adi was sitting cross- legged in front of me and I started to mash his crotch with my right foot. I told him to stop and get naked. Well he complied in a flash and then I resumed playing with his dick with my foot while he drank his fill. When he was done I got up and asked him to bring a towel. I removed my jeans and panties and then laid down the towel and lied down. I then poured some Bacardi on my pussy and it tingled. I then commanded " Lick It" and Adi drove right in with all his excitement. I was already so wet and orgasmed in no time. I then asked Adi to clean up while I went into the bed room for my sleep. 

So what started as a small gesture of FLR ended with a full blown orgasm for me and we both were happy and the relationship progressed a lot forward. 

What do my readers have to say ? Do you any such subtle gestures that put you or ur husbands in a complete trance ?

Do Share

Till Later

Luv Pooja

Recap to the year gone by !!

It is exactly to this date that I started this blog last year so in a way it is my blog-anniversary and I guess it is the perfect time to take a pause and see how this blog has progressed. 

To summarize ,1 Year ,30 posts , 200 comments and 30,000 views later I think we have come a long way but have an even longer journey ahead of us. When I started writing the only goal in my mind was to share what we had and maybe get the reassurance that we are a normal couple and not some freaks out there trying things that are against the laws of nature. However given the love I have received on this blog I can safely say that I am more confident on the journey we have undertaken.

I would like thank all the readers for their valuable feedback and guidance on the nuanced relationship Adi and myself have. While majority of the comments have been shared under Anonymous there are few people who I like to give explicit thanks to for being there through the year and hope they continue with me in times to come

sameer kummr
MR BILL
Rohit malhotra
mervyco

I'm-Hers
ThoughtsBehindMyThoughts
My Heart's Desire (The first comment )

Also a special shout goes to the Anonymous Blogger -M who has understood me more than anyone else (maybe you know me better than myself). Haven't heard from you in a while so I hope you will be back to post ur valuable comments soon.

I would also want to give thanks to some blogs that I follow for advice and guidance. They have been an inspiration and I hope they continue to share more insights on their respective FLR in years to come

im-hers.blogspot.com/

slaveofmistress-s.blogspot.com/

sheisincharge.blogspot.com/

slowwatersrundeep.blogspot.com/

journeyintowlm.blogspot.com/

rwddh.blogspot.com/

Will be posting again soon with a new post on Subtle Domination series.

Till Later

Luv Pooja

Subtle Domination - Cricket

When I started this blog one of the main objectives was to share thoughts on a marriage where the relationship is more female led in the real world. I say more because an absolute female led marriage is a myth. Most of the blogs that I read earlier advocate  a "whips and chains" type of 24/7 relationship which in the real world might work for a short time but in a long run is unsustainable and will fizzle out eventually. I learnt the same the hard way and had to take steps back to ensure that me and my husband have a long and fulfilling life. We are husband and wife for most of the times and  a master and slave only when necessary. I am not here to break my husband and crush his will.

However what I do need is a husband who puts my interests first before his. It is a simple need and one that Adi has to accept voluntarily that I come first every-time even when that might be opposite of what he wants.Once that is achieved I don't have to draw elaborate plans and schemes.

There are subtle things that he has to do through the days that remind him of his place. At times I need to and do reinforce my domination through punishment or just because I want to. However those times are limited and infrequent. If I go hammers and tongs with a dominatrix attitude all the time it will drive a wedge between our marriage pretty soon. The small things I test him with and his sacrifices to keep me at a pedestal increase my love for him and vice versa. Let me elaborate you with an example.
India is a cricket crazy nation and that craziness percolates to my husband as well. To gauge his craziness he is one of those who rose at 3 AM to watch those matches in Australia and that too on my terms. Last year I had put a limit to his cricket watching but then well last month the World Cup started. Adi and I had a discussion and we decided that if he has to earn watching the matches he needs to give something back. I told him I will decide what that would be and he will have no say in it, For match 1 (India- Pak) , I told him he will have forego his orgasm and throw the dice again to get a new number. He was already on Day 5 and so had a huge risk to take but he had no choice and threw a 7 so had to a week more. Well as it happened the Match 2 ( India - SA) coincided with his orgasm day. So I told him that he will have a ruined one if he wants to watch the match. He had a conundrum but eventually gave in and I had fun ruining his orgasm. Now here is where the devil in me rises. The match started early morning 9 AM or so and Adi has to watch all the matches wearing my used panties from the last day. I think it was India who batted first and when I woke I saw Adi watching a Dhawan nearing a century that I started to get kinky. I told Adi to get between my legs under the blanket and lick me. Adi looked at me but had no choice. He immediately dove in and made me come in record time all the while with me humiliating him that I was watching the match while he could just listen to my taunts. I then removed his panties and shoved them in his mouth and asked him to lie down. I started to tease his cock with my mouth and brought him closer. When I sensed he was about to come I used to withdraw and start all over again in 2 mins. This went on for a good 20 mins while India completed its innings. Finally I stroked him till he started to spasm at which  I let go of his cock and held his hands tightly on bed while he struggled. Now I am strong enough to keep Adi pinned down for the precious moments while he spurted. His face became red and he could see the wide smile on my face.  I then asked him to clean up and rewind the match to watch what he missed. He in turn thanked me by kissing my feet.
Remaining India group matches were insignificant so the sacrifices were small as well. For one he had to make me orgasm 3 times with his tongue. For another one he had to polish all my shoes and sandals and lick them. Then came the big 2 - Quarterfinal vs Bangladesh. I knew it was on a workday so I told Adi that he can take a off. I had no intention of doing so whatever I had to do was to happen before the match. We were in the kitchen preparing dinner the night before the match that I told Adi that he will have to get a Golden Shower if he wants to watch this match. Now Adi hated the last time I did it as a punishment and has dreaded it since, Seeing his reaction I thought he might even let go of the match even but then the cricket fan in him rose and he reluctantly agreed. I upped the stakes - I told him that he has to beg me for the shower now. Adi looked at me pleadingly but then went on his knees and started to plead " Can I watch the match please" . I tormented him " And what would you do to get that privilege  ?" . He replied "Anything" . I smirked. " Well that is a nice answer but not the one I am looking for ". He mumbled and said " Can you please piss on me " I barked " Ask nicely "  He then said "Can you please please piss on me " I then grabbed him by his hair and dragged him to bathroom and asked him to remove his clothes. He did that and went to tub. I then asked him to kneel, Removed my pyjamas and panties and got behind him and let a stream out. The first impact was on his back and I aimed towards the back of his head. Once I was done I ordered him to turn around and lick me clean. He did and thanked me properly and we went back to our routine world.

Now I could have been a cruel wife and refused him to watch the matches at all and I am sure Adi would have agreed instead I used the daily life opportunities to really push our boundaries. I liked Adi sacrificing all that for me and he agrees that all these makes him value our relationship even more.

What do you guys have to say about it ?

Till Later
Luv Pooja

Note: I know I left the Semi-Final out as it warrants a post of its own

I am a BITCH !!!

Mostly when we want to degrade a woman we label her as a BITCH.  It is an insult used for a woman who is unreasonable, malicious, a control freak and aggressive. It is also used to allay the impression for a woman having high sexual energy. 

Well I have to say that I am most of that and even more. I have an ACRONYM for B.I.T.C.H. and it stands for  Bride In Total Control of Husband.

So yes, I am a BITCH and a proud one for that matter. I ensure that Adi has to cater to my reasonable side but be ready to fulfil my unreasonable demands. Recently during a extended sex session where I was teasing the hell out of Adi and he was groaning wildly making all types of sounds that I had a wild idea. I told him that from now on he is not allowed to make any sound till he comes. If he makes even a squeal or a groan we will stop and he loose his chance to orgasm. The look on his face was priceless , his eyes pleading but I was unrelenting. So off we went for another 15 mins with Adi turning red from all the pleasure but no way to release it. While he was quite I started verbally teasing him by calling him humiliating things. This made me more wet and we both went at it with renewed vigour. Once he came, the scream he made must have woken the neighbours. Afterwards he remarked that I can be a devil and I replied "You bet I am the devil ".
So was my demand unreasonable. Maybe Yes, but it elevated a regular sex session to an awesome one for both Adi and myself and that is the goal. Adi even thanked me by kissing my feet which he rarely does after having sex. So maybe my being a BITCH was a good thing after all 

It kept the fires burning for both of us !!!

So do you readers like the new acronym.. Do comment !!!

Till Later
Luv Pooja

I AM BACK !!!

The first post of 2015  !!!

Had never thought that it would take me so much time to get back to blogging !!

I had planned to take a week's break after the vacation and then the week just got extended and I procrastinated after that. It seems that after a while you miss that connection and get busy with other stuff and so even when you have time you delay the inevitable. 

Not Anymore !!!

I plan to be regular on my blog and my fellow readers. (Well its not that I was missed that much ..Only a couple of loyal readers inquired :-)) 

First things first... Adi is fine and our relationship has now settled into a rhythm barring some minor hiccups here and there..We have settled into a nice routine where I am slowly and steadily increasing Adi's day to day work responsibilities. With more work at office I am coming home late almost on a daily basis and Adi is taking over more cooking at night as the maid is not around for evening meals by the time we both come back. 

Weekends are more fun with me having some playtime with Adi and we have devised some new ones that keep us both sexually charged.. Of course I get the relief almost every other day with Adi and his mouth better and making best friends with my pussy. Adi has been on rationed orgasms since our anniversary and I have devised a simple method for that. 

I told Adi that from now on he has to earn his orgasms but since we don't have a mechanism in place I am leaving it to luck. He was confused and then I explained that we will be using dice to come up with his orgasm schedule. I told that number he got on the dice is the number of days between his orgasms. He was initially relieved and thought at max he would have to go 6 days before he cums but then I poured ice water on his relief by informing him that I would be using 2 dices instead of one.

Also I explained that as it happens in real life if he throws 2 sixes he will have to throw again and that his next throw will be added to 12 to get the number of days. Now I could see some concern on his face but I assured him that this was all right and necessary. 

So on his first throw on 12/11 he  got a 8 which was close to his maximum abstinence till then. Meanwhile I had no such limitations so I used Adi's tongue to get my share of orgasms. A couple of times I asked Adi to enter me but warned him not to come. He couldn't go more than a 2-3 minutes and so I had to fall back on his tongue. On 12/19  I could see Adi excited about what was to come. I teased him the whole day by sending remarks like  " I am going to fuck ur brains out Adi and then you will beg me for release " . I sent him photo of my panties and I knew Adi was frustrated beyond belief and all the teasing was making me horny as well.. As it was a Friday I knew I will be able to get home early. I came back before Adi, had a nice bath and changed into my sexy red robe. 

When Adi got home he was surprised to find me home and even more surprised to find me in my robe sitting in the living room on our couch. As he began to sit down I ordered him to go upstairs and have bath and then come down. When Adi entered the bathroom I brought out my purple panties and laid them on the bed and removed his underwear. I then came back to the living room and started reading a book. After a while Adi came out wearing shorts and a T-Shirt with a sheepish grin on his face. I asked him kneel in front of the couch. As he knelt I inquired if he got my present and he replied " Yes Ma'am". I then told him that today we will be ordering pizza so we don't have to cook, I then asked as to what was so special about today and he started to turn red and then said " Today is my turn". I teased him " Turn for what  ?".  He was now feeling shy to admit so I teased him more. I started to talk dirty to him and then I grabbed his hair and yanked them back and got in his face and told him "Today I am going to FUCK you ADI that is what is going to happen TODAY but before any of that happens let me get this straight that you need to earn ur fucking and ur time starts now. Between now and 12 PM if you are able to satisfy me I will decide if you get ur orgasm or not " I then let go of his hair and barked " Now get ur clothes off and don't wear them till I ask you too . You need to be in ur panties while you please me. " Adi quickly rose and removed his Shirt and Shorts and folded them. I then thrust my feet forward and Adi immediately understood what needs to be done and got busy massaging them and kissing them. He spent a good 30 minutes there when I abruptly rose and asked him to take care of the pizza while I watched the TV. He ordered the pizza from Dominos while I lay on the bed relaxing. I then asked Adi that now he has 30 minutes to bring me to an orgasm with his tongue. If the Pizza comes before he can forget about his gratification today. Adi quickly dived between my legs guzzling my thighs with sweet warm kisses and I knew that it won't be difficult for him to beat the clock today. I was anyway super horny and in no time Adi had me in throes of pleasure . He quickly lapped up the juices as I lay in a daze. After we had the pizza I asked Adi to come to bed and we started to watch TV with me in his arms playing with his chest hair. I knew the anticipation was building in Adi's mind and as the clock turned 12 I switched off the TV and sat up and removed my robe. I was not wearing a bra so my breasts just hung out like ripe mangoes and I instructed Adi to suck them. As he got busy pleasuring my boobs I started to nibble on Adi's ear telling him what was to come . I could see his erection bulging out of the panties that were a size to small for him. I asked him to remove the panties as I lay down. I then opened my legs and Adi understood the cue and entered me. As we slowly picked up the rhythm I could see that Adi won't last long so I asked him to pull out. He was confused but complied. After a couple mins of cooling we started again. I told Adi to go slow and warned him that he shouldn't come before me. Adi then started a slow fuck that was AMAZING !!! It got me super hot again in not time, I asked him to go faster and faster and he then really started to give me some. Finally when I knew he was close to coming I pinched his nipples hard which sent him over the edge and he CAME and CAME !!

It was huge load soon it started to drip out of my pussy . I ordered Adi to bring some towels quickly. It was by far the largest load Adi had ejaculated . As we recovered from our post orgasmic bliss we lay in each other's arms I asked Adi as to how it was and he looked into my eyes and said "MIND BLOWING". As I saw Adi relaxing and feeling the bliss it made me very happy but at the same time triggered the domme switch in me. I quickly remarked " I don't think I have received a proper thanks for that". Adi was confused for a moment but then recovered  and quickly got up and started to kiss my feet. I told Adi that as a punishment he needs to keep massaging my feet till I sleep.  

Next Morning as we got up I asked Adi to bring the dice. He threw a 10 and I saw a smirk on his face. I knew I needed to do something to remove that. 

In my next post I will details Adi's remaining orgasms (or ruined orgasms) till now 

Till Later

Pooja

Update

Well it has been some time since I posted so wanted to give a quick update. Things have been progressing quite well. Had a nice vacation in Malaysia/Singapore and came back over the weekend. Had some skirmishes with hubby but all is well now. Will post details in next post .

Till then take care and Happy New Year

Luv Pooja

Anniversary Update

Wanted to post this last week but work put this of till now.

Well last week we celebrated our 5th wedding anniversary and it was special. Special because we both luv  and are committed to each other. Special because Adi and myself have found our true calling and are really excited to explore those feelings.

Well the day started special from the very beginning . As I woke up Adi had surprised me with a bunch of flowers and a nice card. The card promised him being there for me forever and while reading I remarked that "Is he ready for what is in store for him in future. Is he scared" . Adi kissed me and replied that he trusted me and my judgement and was not at all afraid. The kissing let to some heavy petting and got me really turned on. I asked Adi to close the bedroom door. As he went away I quickly removed my payjamas and panties. When Adi turned he saw me sitting on the bed with my legs wide open. He looked at my pussy wanting some action and smiled. He immediately understood what I wanted and dove right in. Now most times Adi does a half-hearted job of nibbling at my clit and vagina. it drives me crazy but I needed better and today he was giving that to me. He was licking my clit bottom up with broad strokes and taking my swollen lips and making love them to me. Well it didn't take long and I was writhing with pleasure. I held his head and instructed him to tongue fuck me. He started to part my cunt lips with his tongue and dove right in. I was in ecstasy and came immediately. Adi started to withdraw but I held his head and he lapped up the juices like an obedient hubby. Nice start !!

After the service I made Adi stand in front of me and pulled his payjamas down and played with his dick and balls for a few mins , cupping the balls, stroking the dick till it was rock hard. Then I sent him away for his bath horny and frustarted .. WOW loved the feeling !!!

I had taken the day off but Adi had to work half the day . Suddenly I had an idea. While Adi was in the shower I got up and opened my panty drawer. Took out a pink frilly panty that was definitely 2 sizes small for him and replaced his underwear with the panty. When Adi came out he looked at his clothes and was confused. Then he realized the panty was for him and turned a shade of red. Adi then kissed me goodbye goodbye and I asked him to thank me for the nice present which he did by kissing me feet.

I then decided to laze around the house watching TV, listening to music and getting ready for the evening. I shaved my pussy and loved the feeling of smoothness. Around noon I took a pic of my pussy and sent it to Adi with a caption "COME HOME SOON. MASTER IS EAGERLY WAITING". It took less that 2 mins for him to call me back. He was already horny and this must have put him on the edge. After an hour I msged Adi ti go to wash room and masturbate for me without cummimg. I asked him to send me a video of the whole event. In 20 mins I got the reply with the video of him stroking his dick. It took less that a min for him to be ready to shoot his load . I am EVIL !!!

When Adi came around 3 I was already ready for the movie. I told him I had a surprise for him. I then presented him the bracelet. Again Adi was confused as it was a lady's bracelet. I explained the significance of the bracelet being a symbol of our marriage. He then presented me with a beautiful pair of silver sandals with 3and 1/2 inch heels. They were amazing. I then had him kneel down . I put my foot on his knee and tie the bracelet one my ankle and put the heels on. He then kissed my feet and thanked me for the nice present. I then tied his bracelet on his right wrist and we left for the movie. As it was a weekday and a pathetic movie  (Action Jackson) , most of the hall was empty. I slid my right hand his crotch and started to rub, When he was hard I opened his zippper and inserted my hands and cupped his balls. Adi was squirming in his seat and I was enjoying this show more than what was on the screen.

After the movie we went to a nice restaurant ( Geoffrey's) and as we were seated on a corner table. The table cloth was very long and almost 3/4 the way down to the floor. I removed the heels and placed my foot beneath the table on his crotch and started to rub slowly. I asked Adi to open his fly and then I inserted my toes inside. Played with his dick till he started to moan. Finally dinner arrived and we generally chit chatted,
I asked him how he was feeling about the day and he said that he was loving it !!

Well the feeling was mutual !!!!

I then asked him to go to the washroom of the restaurant and remove his panties. He was embarrassed but did it after a little bit of prodding. I could see the bulge in his pants and I am pretty sure whoever looked there would have noticed it too.  Soon there was a dark spot on the pants and we then decided to call it day.

As we came back home I settled into my lounge chairs and instructed Adi to remove my heels. He knelt down and started his tasks of removing the heels and then massaging the feet to soothe the pain. He then started to suck on the toes and this just sent me to throes of pleasure. He then started to kiss my legs. I then got up and removed my jeans and instructed Adi to strip. Finally when he was fully naked we moved to the bedroom where I lied down and he resumed making love to my leg. He peppered the sole of my foot with warm kisses and then moved up towards my thighs. He then reached my pussy and started in right earnest. Well he had definitely improved and in no time I was cumming again. After all my pleasure It was Adi's turn. I had him lie down besides my and I started to straddle him. I then lowered my dripping pussy on his hungry dick and I could see the passion on his face and I knew it was pure love. I started to rock slowly getting into a rhythm. I knew he is going to come soon so stopped in between. He felt helpless and started to bump up and down. I placed one of my hands on his chest and he knew he needed to stop. I then started the slow rhythm again and brought him to edge again and stopped again. Did it 3 times till he was begging to cum. I asked him how badly he wanted cum. He replied that he would do anything. I then lied down and asked him to enter me. As he started to fuck me I asked him to promise me that he will always love and obey me. Finally I asked him "who is ur true master ?" and He replied "You are Pooja". I then placed one of my fingers on his ass and started to finger him. This sent him right over the edge and he emptied his balls .he then collapsed in my arms and I started to stroke his hair. I asked him how he felt and he just replied
"AMAZING"

I was very happy inside. For a moment I thought of feeding him his cum but decided not to for now.

Finally we cuddled and spooned each other and slept away peacefully.

A new year has started and who knows what all we will it bring . I am excited and I am pretty sure Adi is too to find that out

Till Later
Luv Pooja

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Status Update

I know I have not posted for a while so just wanted to give a quick status update..

Things are progressing quite well and we both are slowly adapting to our roles. Although the relationship calls for a lot of work from Adi and for me to rest believe me that is not the case. Being a leader has its own responsibilities and more important for keeping Adi on his toes all the time I have to think a lot and come up with innovative ideas to pique his interest. IT is HARD WORK but has its rewards as well !! Adi hasn't had an orgasm since last Sunday and we have our anniversary tmw so that will be the perfect time for a heavenly one !!  I am being a tease all the time extracting all the oral sex and keeping him denied. He is frustrated but at the same time happy to help.

Have planned a special anniversary tmw and as part of that will symbolize the relationship even further.I have bought  2 bracelets (Peora Silver Infinity Loop Bracelet Pb3018). 



I plan to present this as a gift to Adi and although it is quite girly he doesn't have a choice. The catch here is that he will be wearing his on his right wrist while I will tie mine on my left ankle. It is a bond of love but also a symbol of our  places in the new relationship. The plan is to have him tie the bracelet on my feet and then kissing them. This will be truly humble for him and will set the mood for the rest of the evening

I still have to come with a mechanism to control his orgasms and how to decide the frequency. I don't want to have a fixed schedule and want it to be more of a game. Ideas invited

Will share the details of the anniversary in my next post so till then


Luv Pooja

P.S - Have started a poll to fulfill some of my fantasies and the idea is to give it as a new year present to Adi & myself so please continue to vote.

Chastity

I have received a fair amount of comments advising to lock Adi into chastity and I too have been thinking on the same lines but unfortunately in India this is illegal and I don't want anything to jeopardize that. However having said that I have been thinking on the merits of chastity and here are my thoughts on that.

Initially in our marriage we both were insatiable and used to fuck like bunnies and one of this nice things about Adi was that he was able to make me orgasm on most times. I never linked sex with anything other than sex. I was of the belief that for me to make Adi to do the housework I don't have to withhold and wanted to keep bedroom and rest of the house separate .

However as the duration of our marriage increased the frequency of sex has decreased and is more of less limited to 2 times a week. Currently we only have penetrative sex and rarely Adi goes down on me. But one thing that I have noticed and observed is that his attention towards me goes down once we have sex. His willingness to have a conversation with me , fetch me things , share the remote etc are just not there. Before last week I had to make a face to get his attention.
In the new arrangement he might not have those liberties explicitly but his feelings implicitly are not going to change. Having gone through multiple blogs I have realized that to have a fundamental change in his feelings I need to ration his orgasms. I have ready blogs limiting their husband's release for weeks but for now my objective is a weekly release for next 2 months and then once every two weeks for next 6 months. My target is to make it a monthly activity by end of next year.

I discussed this with Adi yesterday to hear his thoughts on the same and at first he got defensive and tried to reason with me but ultimately agreed to with me. At this I explained to him that he will have to earn his release now. For now I have not informed him about how I intend to go about it and have told him that I will come with a plan. I have told him that he will have to do a lot or services to me and for the house to be eligible for release. I also informed him that masturbation is a strict no no and punishment will be very severe if he fails.
I explained to him that as in Hindi mythology males abstain from sex to make their gods happy he is doing no different except that instead of a god he is making his wife a goddess happy. 
He is very apprehensive and nervous and I had to again say some nice things to trust me more.
Of course all this withholding sex means I have to find alternate means and I explained to Adi that he needs to go down on me more often. I told him that he has no choice in this matter and now it is not a request but an order everytime I ask for it. I told him that he needs to be more willing to service my pussy and till now was doing an unsatisfactory job and needs to be more respectful to its true master.

As a final twist I added that his release will be directly dependent on the number of times he can me give oral pleasure.

I still have to come with method for him to earn his orgasms that is objective enough. Readers , Any ideas ??

Luv Pooja